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Hi again
I think you guys will get fed up praying for me, but my mum is ill. She is a former nurse addicted to drugs. Basically my Dad was murdered yrs ago and she suffers from post traumatic stress now - so they say as she was in a mental ward last year and tested for every ailment under the sun. The doctors still don't have a diagnosis.
She now just lies in bed all day, she has no friends nor money. I try my best for her but most of the time get no where. I am so scared she od's.
As I have told you before we struggle to cope financially and I really believe that the last year or so have pushed her over the edge. She still mourns my Dad, her Dad and her mum, she is always down and when she does talk she talks only of the past.
I have won £### recently it was not enough to get us out of debt but I tried to make the house nice for her, it's her first home in ###yrs since Dad died and we struggled so hard to get it. Anyway I paid some debts had the house painted and got it carpeted. Unfortunately the decorator was a con man and made a mess, I know it doesn't sound big but it seems to have triggered this bout of depression.
I got another few loans to try and tidy up with the decorator, now we can't pay the rent and are back to square one.
Please pray my mum is ok and that somehow she finds contentment and that I can find a way to help her out of this financial mess. She doesn't deserve this, when she is good she worries so much for me and honestly she would give anyone the coat off her back. Many times she has left herself with nothing helping others. She deserves better. She looked after me so well and now when she needs help I can't help her.
Please if you can spare me another prayer please pray for us. I just can't seem to right now.
Thank you
God Bless
I think you guys will get fed up praying for me, but my mum is ill. She is a former nurse addicted to drugs. Basically my Dad was murdered yrs ago and she suffers from post traumatic stress now - so they say as she was in a mental ward last year and tested for every ailment under the sun. The doctors still don't have a diagnosis.
She now just lies in bed all day, she has no friends nor money. I try my best for her but most of the time get no where. I am so scared she od's.
As I have told you before we struggle to cope financially and I really believe that the last year or so have pushed her over the edge. She still mourns my Dad, her Dad and her mum, she is always down and when she does talk she talks only of the past.
I have won £### recently it was not enough to get us out of debt but I tried to make the house nice for her, it's her first home in ###yrs since Dad died and we struggled so hard to get it. Anyway I paid some debts had the house painted and got it carpeted. Unfortunately the decorator was a con man and made a mess, I know it doesn't sound big but it seems to have triggered this bout of depression.
I got another few loans to try and tidy up with the decorator, now we can't pay the rent and are back to square one.
Please pray my mum is ok and that somehow she finds contentment and that I can find a way to help her out of this financial mess. She doesn't deserve this, when she is good she worries so much for me and honestly she would give anyone the coat off her back. Many times she has left herself with nothing helping others. She deserves better. She looked after me so well and now when she needs help I can't help her.
Please if you can spare me another prayer please pray for us. I just can't seem to right now.
Thank you
God Bless
