My Will On His Altar

[may]

Please petition Jesus to do a miracle in my heart. I need to put my greatest hopes and dreams on His altar with my will. He brought them into sight and gave me a prayer burden, now it looks like He took this thing from possibility. I struggle between praying without doubt and believing He wouldn't put a burden He didn't intend to fulfill. At the same time, I must believe I must release into His hands and be OK if the answer is no, even if He led me there. Help me! I don't want this dream or this man to be an idol in my heart!

I kept seeing God giving me signs not to forget him. I had been praying he come to Christ. Even recently He showed me how the seed of other prayer burdens were answered after time. Maybe it just needs time. Maybe I need to get over him. We wanted to marry each other, but I couldn't because he is not walking with God. The desire of my heart is that He come to Jesus with his whole heart and that we are reunited to life our dream life together. But I am thinking about him too much. Now it is less than two months after we split up and I learned he has found someone else. I do not want him to be an idol in my heart, but I keep thinking about him and missing him. I also don't want to be coveting another woman's husband (or future husband).

I am also overcoming a lifelong fear plus going through menopause at the same time.

 

[Stephanie]

Give this burden completely over to God and when you start to have doubts Pray and Praise Our Lord and Savior. He will reveal to you when the time is right. Its not Our job to question but to belive and have Faith. Amen