my vow and commitment to God on my future and his divine purpose for me here

[Anonymous]

father i am sorry for having wronged you in so many ways father, i hhave brought shame and dishonour to your name. i fell back down on gay porn and masturbation problem after having been clean for more than 7 months. father i let weakness step in and destroy me and now i am all regrets over what i have done. father in this moment i want to come to you and ask for a renewed commitment to you and renewed faith in you. father in this moment i pray for all the chains to be broken and all the bondages be destroyed completely.

1. father in this moment i want to place a commitment and take a vow on this issue of gay pornography and masturbation. father i want it to be the last time this ever happens again. but i can not do it on my own. without the Holy Spirit i am powerless and more likely than not to fall right back into this. father in this moment i ask you that you place the strongest guidance upon me that i do not fall back again. father please do something whenever i am tempted to fall, that i don't fall. father do anything as long as i don't fall back on this again. it is embarassing how i keep destroying myself year after year. father please place your strongest guards around my heart that i do not fall into this again. if necessary cause me to fall sick, have pain, or injury but father do not let me fall into this again. father in this moment i commit myself towards shunning all sexual thoughts especially the gay thoughts that the devil has been building up in my mind ever since i was a young child. i depise this, and i no longer want to be in bondage. in the name of Jesus Christ, all the bondages are removed and destroyed.

2. father in this moment i place a commitment to work hard and give my very best in my school and activities. father i have come to a point where i have fallen too low and my performance has declined so significantly that my hope has been brought to a place where it has become natural for me to not have hope for a top performance. father please help me rebuild and refurbish all that is in me. help me become the man you created me to be and desire me to be. help me reach the greater heights.

with thanksgiving, i pray all this in the name of my Lord and savior. Jesus Christ. Amen

 

[Rick1]

The Lord Himself goes before you and will be with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged (Deuteronomy 31:8)

When the righteous cry for help, the Lord hears and delivers them out of all their troubles (Psalms 34:17).

Put you trust in the Lord. He is Faithful to His Word, I am praying for you.

 

[hadassah]

Excerpt from a book called, "Pulling Down Strongholds."  

"Thoughts can become strongholds A lying thought can become a STRONGHOLD. In other words, Satan's lying thoughts can have a strong hold on you-or hold you strongly. I was in a distant city conducting some services. After one of the services, a young man about twenty years of age came to the platform to shake my hand. As soon as I took his hand,the Holy Ghost revealed to me that a homosexual devil had attacked him in his mind and was trying to get him to accept the THOUGHT that he was abnormal. I said to him, I said to him, "Young man, there is a homosexual devil after you. He has told you that you are abnormal." I looked into his eyes that were filled with the fear of this haunting thought and said, "You are not a homosexual. You are not abnormal. That thought came from Satan,and he is trying to get you to accept it and act upon it. God created you normal." We rebuked the devil, cast out the thought,and he was free! I shall never forget the vanishing of the suffering I saw in his eyes. This precious young man had been held captive by a devilish thought. He had received a THOUGHT from the enemy, and it had become a STRONGHOLD! It held onto him with a strong hold. It produced IMAGINATIONS IN HIS MIND! He could imagine all the sorrows that would attend his life if he actually turned out to be abnormal. These imaginations produced FEAR! But thank God, HE PULLED DOWN THOSE STRONGHOLDS AND CAST DOWN THOSE IMAGINATIONS, and he was delivered from the lie of Satan.

Thoughts can hold you like a vise and keep you from the truth. One mighty lie from Satan,placed into your mind, can hold you in a place of sickness, suffering, and torment. You ask, "How long?" As long as you permit it. As long as you accept it."

NO! God does NOT bring on sickness and pain. Jesus suffered for you so you would not be sick or in pain. Banish that thought and repent  (change the way you think) and thank the Lord that He has healed you. I encourage you to understand and now that God absolutely loves you! Absolutely!  God does not bring anyone into bondage, but we allow our self to be put in bondage by our wrong thinking which includes things that we believe. Stop believing what everyone tells you and seek the truth for yourself. Ask Holy Spirit to give you truth, be a truth seeker. 

Also about your school work, ask Holy Spirit to help you in your studies, you will be surprised if you would just submit to the leading of the Holy Spirit. He wants you help you, He is your Helper. Don't think just because you've stooped into despair, that He cannot lift you up. God has quickened you, raised you and seated you in heavenly places in Christ Jesus. You ARE the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus. Get an understanding of the New creation birth. Sin's power has been broken in your life, your old man is dead...and you are a new creation, your past is gone. The devil loves to trip us up and cause us to feel like we've missed the mark. Grace is amazing. No, grace does not give us license to sin, in fact, when we walk in the truth, the desire to sin is not even there. Begin to say, Thank you Father for delivering me from porn and all that goes with it. It is not who I am anymore. Thank you that you have given me the mind of Christ and I can do my school work, for I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me, for greater is He that is in me than he that is in the world. Thank you that my life flows from the vine, Jesus, and I am a branch that is filled with his life and freedom. Thank you for calling me out of darkness and into your marvelous light. Thank you that I am the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus, and He has been made unto me, wisdom, and righteousness, and sanctification, and redemption. I ask you to reveal these truths to me in ever growing glory, so I can be that person whom you have called me to be, one who loves Jesus, and desires to be the hands and feet of Jesus, setting captives free, casting out devils, and healing the sick, by laying hands on them. Thank you for loving ME! Thank you for being I AM that I AM to me. In Jesus name. Amen. 

 

[Isabelle11]

Praying for your request

 

[hostadmin]

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[Nunya]

I struggle with the same thing too. This is my prayer too, and I pray that God helps us both 

 

[JesusIsMyOnlyHope]

Heavenly Father. Your word in Isaiah 55:9 says “For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.”  And in response to your word I say “I thank you for being above me and knowing what is best for me.” In this life, we are searching for our purpose and asking for Your will to be done in our lives, oh Lord.

Dear Father, today we pray that not what we want but what we need will be done in our lives, in order to live a life fully invested in You. When fear attempts to consume us, please destroy it with your perfect love because we know that You cast out all fear. We also pray, that when we are tempted to turn back and ignore Your will oh Father, You chasten our spirits, and help us to see that You only want the best for us. Help us realize, that anything You bring into our lives is for our good.

We pray that You give us a spirit of acceptance and a heart open to Your move in our lives. Above all, let us always desire to be with You above all things. In Jesus’ Name we pray. Amen

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