Johnson Mncube
Servant
Greetings in the name of Jesus
I am battling in my spiritual life and the calling seem to be dying within me. I am called to Apostolic Ministry. I have planted a number of churches but since 2008 things went the other way. I have tried all I can to go back to my roots of my calling but it's so tough. My spiritual life still goes dry and feel far from the presence of the Lord. I need help. How do I go back. I read the word, I pray, I try all to live up to the standard but still I feel unfulfilled and empty inside. Also life in our marriage is so unpleasing. There are no fights, no arguments but we seem to be not enjoying this marriage. We pray together, but affection to one another is really so difficult as it looks like she has just lost her sexual feelings and so to say seems like she is being abused when we are to get to that area.
Please pray for my marriage and family at large.
I am battling in my spiritual life and the calling seem to be dying within me. I am called to Apostolic Ministry. I have planted a number of churches but since 2008 things went the other way. I have tried all I can to go back to my roots of my calling but it's so tough. My spiritual life still goes dry and feel far from the presence of the Lord. I need help. How do I go back. I read the word, I pray, I try all to live up to the standard but still I feel unfulfilled and empty inside. Also life in our marriage is so unpleasing. There are no fights, no arguments but we seem to be not enjoying this marriage. We pray together, but affection to one another is really so difficult as it looks like she has just lost her sexual feelings and so to say seems like she is being abused when we are to get to that area.
Please pray for my marriage and family at large.
