KINDLY PRAY FOR ME URGENTLY (SOS):
TODAY I (64 1/2 YEARS OLD) GOT UP AT 3.15 AM. MY ELDER SISTER (68 APPX.) IS SUFFERING FROM LAST STAGE CANCER (PRAY FOR HER). DHE IS ACTUALLY VERY VERY WEAK. CAN'T AFFORD EVEN HER MEDICINES. HER ONLY SON IS NOW (39+) AND IS A HANDICAPPED.
I HAVE SINNED SEXUALLY GRIEVOUSLY
I DID NOT BELIEVE WITH FAITH THAT THERE IS A GOD/BIBLE (TRUE WORDS OF GOD). EVEN THOUGH I WAS A DEACON /PRIEST/BISHOP OF A VERY SMALL ORGANISATION (ANGLICAN CHURCH OF INDIA) NOT AFFILIATED TO CHURCH OF ENGLAND.
THE METROPOLITAN DID NOT ASK FOR MY CREDENTIAL BEFORE MY ORDINSTION AS PRIEST OR CONSECRATION AS BISHOP.
HE CONSECRATED ME WITH OTHER FOUR BISHOPS IN THE YEAR 2007 30TH JUNE) ON TE BASIS OF A CONSENT LETTER FROM MY FATHER (ALSO A BISHOP (WHO SLEPT IN THE LORD IN 2007 SEPT.) OF DIOCESE OF DELHI) & MY BROTHER IN LAW (NOW 75 APPX.) WAS A SECRETARY AT THAT TIME OF THE DIOCESE OF DELHI).
I DID NOT SERVE THE LORD FAITHFULLY AND CONTINUED TO LIVE A LIFE CONTRARY TO GOD/ TEACHINGS OF THE BIBLE.
NOW I REALISED THAT I WAS BASICALLY WRONG NOT TO BELIEVE THAT THERE IS A LIVING GOD.
I REPENT OF MY SINS AND SEEK FORGIVENESS OF (GOD/JESUS/HOLY SPIRIT).
I AM OUSTED FROM THE CHURCH ( 20 PERSONS APPX. USED TO ATTEND). I AM ALSO OUSTED FROM MY OWN HOUSE WHICH I BUILT UP FROM MY PENSION FUNDS. I WAS WORKING AS A GAZETTED OFFICER OF LOWEST RANK IN GOVERNMENT OF INDIA. PRESENTLY I AM AT MY BROTHER IN LAW'S PKACEEVEN THOUGH IT APOEARS HE IS NOT LIKING TO KEEP ME WITH MY AILING SISTER ( ABOVE).
A PRIEST AROUND THE YEAR 2000 CALLED ME A DEVIL. YET ANOTHER PERSON SAID THAT I AM NOT SAVED ( INDIRECTLY - 2018).
YET ANOTHER PRIEST/PASTOR -- A VERY PIOUS PERSON) CALLED ME WICKED (INDIRECTLY).
I RELIED TOO MUCH ON MY MIND AND I AM PAYING BITTERLY EVERSINCE I WAS ORDAINED (IN 1997) AS A PRIEST. GOD HAS BEEN PATIENT WITH ME ALL THESE YEARS, I NEVER U DERSTOOD THAT GOD IS AGAINST ME. MY NEPHEW HAD EPILEPTIC ATTACK IN 1988 AND MENINGITIS IN 1998. MY ELDER SISTER DIED IN 2018.
I FIND MYSELF IN A FIX. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT ELSE I NEED TO DO TO AVERT GOD'S WRATH/ ANGER.
I SAW A GREY SNAKE IN MY BED IN MY DREAM. IT DID NOT HARM ME AND VANISHED AS I WOKE UP.
I SAW A DREAM IN WHICH A YELLOW SNAKE IS SITTING ON FLOOR. IT DID NOT HARM ME AND VANISHED WHEN I WOKE UP.
I WALKED IN SLEEP A FEW MONTHS BACK. BUT I DO NOT REMEMBER ANYTHING ABOUT IT. MY SISTER IN LAW TOLD ME THIS IN THE MORNING. I DID HAVE DIRTY RELATION WITH MY SISTER IN LAW FOR NEARLY 40 YEARS. EVEN THOUGH I WAS NOT PHYSICALLY OR MENTALLY FIT TO DO SEXUAL ACT.
I KEPT FAST ON TWO OCCASIONS BUT TO NO AVAIL.
I AM FULL OF ANXIETY/STRESSFUL. EVEN THOUGH PRESENTLY PHYSICALLY I AM ALRIGHT. BUT MY WEIGHT HAS REDUCED ABOUT 8-9 KILOGRAMS.
I DO NOT NURTURE ANY ILLWILL AGAINST ANYONE. MAY GOD DO GOOD TO EVERYONE I PRAY.
I DO HOLD RESPONSIBLE FOR MY SINS. ONCE PRIEST/PASTOR - A PIOUS ONE SAID THAT THEIR INTENTION WAS GOOD ALTHOUGH THEIR METHOD WAS WRONG. (HE, (THE HOUSEHOLD) SENT HIS YONGER SISTER TO ME FOR MY ENTICEMENT. IN THE YEAR 1996-1997(APPX.).
I PRAY THAT GOD/JESUS MAY FORGIVE MY SINS AND USE ME FOR HIS HLORY ANYWHERE NOW.
EVEN THOUGH I AM NOT DOING ANYTHING SEXUAL/IMMORAL THINGS ANYMORE BUT NECESSARY PEACE/JOY ELUDES ME.
KINDLY PRAY AND ADVICE ME URGENTLY IF I NEED TO DO ANYTHING MORE.
TODAY I (64 1/2 YEARS OLD) GOT UP AT 3.15 AM. MY ELDER SISTER (68 APPX.) IS SUFFERING FROM LAST STAGE CANCER (PRAY FOR HER). DHE IS ACTUALLY VERY VERY WEAK. CAN'T AFFORD EVEN HER MEDICINES. HER ONLY SON IS NOW (39+) AND IS A HANDICAPPED.
I HAVE SINNED SEXUALLY GRIEVOUSLY
I DID NOT BELIEVE WITH FAITH THAT THERE IS A GOD/BIBLE (TRUE WORDS OF GOD). EVEN THOUGH I WAS A DEACON /PRIEST/BISHOP OF A VERY SMALL ORGANISATION (ANGLICAN CHURCH OF INDIA) NOT AFFILIATED TO CHURCH OF ENGLAND.
THE METROPOLITAN DID NOT ASK FOR MY CREDENTIAL BEFORE MY ORDINSTION AS PRIEST OR CONSECRATION AS BISHOP.
HE CONSECRATED ME WITH OTHER FOUR BISHOPS IN THE YEAR 2007 30TH JUNE) ON TE BASIS OF A CONSENT LETTER FROM MY FATHER (ALSO A BISHOP (WHO SLEPT IN THE LORD IN 2007 SEPT.) OF DIOCESE OF DELHI) & MY BROTHER IN LAW (NOW 75 APPX.) WAS A SECRETARY AT THAT TIME OF THE DIOCESE OF DELHI).
I DID NOT SERVE THE LORD FAITHFULLY AND CONTINUED TO LIVE A LIFE CONTRARY TO GOD/ TEACHINGS OF THE BIBLE.
NOW I REALISED THAT I WAS BASICALLY WRONG NOT TO BELIEVE THAT THERE IS A LIVING GOD.
I REPENT OF MY SINS AND SEEK FORGIVENESS OF (GOD/JESUS/HOLY SPIRIT).
I AM OUSTED FROM THE CHURCH ( 20 PERSONS APPX. USED TO ATTEND). I AM ALSO OUSTED FROM MY OWN HOUSE WHICH I BUILT UP FROM MY PENSION FUNDS. I WAS WORKING AS A GAZETTED OFFICER OF LOWEST RANK IN GOVERNMENT OF INDIA. PRESENTLY I AM AT MY BROTHER IN LAW'S PKACEEVEN THOUGH IT APOEARS HE IS NOT LIKING TO KEEP ME WITH MY AILING SISTER ( ABOVE).
A PRIEST AROUND THE YEAR 2000 CALLED ME A DEVIL. YET ANOTHER PERSON SAID THAT I AM NOT SAVED ( INDIRECTLY - 2018).
YET ANOTHER PRIEST/PASTOR -- A VERY PIOUS PERSON) CALLED ME WICKED (INDIRECTLY).
I RELIED TOO MUCH ON MY MIND AND I AM PAYING BITTERLY EVERSINCE I WAS ORDAINED (IN 1997) AS A PRIEST. GOD HAS BEEN PATIENT WITH ME ALL THESE YEARS, I NEVER U DERSTOOD THAT GOD IS AGAINST ME. MY NEPHEW HAD EPILEPTIC ATTACK IN 1988 AND MENINGITIS IN 1998. MY ELDER SISTER DIED IN 2018.
I FIND MYSELF IN A FIX. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT ELSE I NEED TO DO TO AVERT GOD'S WRATH/ ANGER.
I SAW A GREY SNAKE IN MY BED IN MY DREAM. IT DID NOT HARM ME AND VANISHED AS I WOKE UP.
I SAW A DREAM IN WHICH A YELLOW SNAKE IS SITTING ON FLOOR. IT DID NOT HARM ME AND VANISHED WHEN I WOKE UP.
I WALKED IN SLEEP A FEW MONTHS BACK. BUT I DO NOT REMEMBER ANYTHING ABOUT IT. MY SISTER IN LAW TOLD ME THIS IN THE MORNING. I DID HAVE DIRTY RELATION WITH MY SISTER IN LAW FOR NEARLY 40 YEARS. EVEN THOUGH I WAS NOT PHYSICALLY OR MENTALLY FIT TO DO SEXUAL ACT.
I KEPT FAST ON TWO OCCASIONS BUT TO NO AVAIL.
I AM FULL OF ANXIETY/STRESSFUL. EVEN THOUGH PRESENTLY PHYSICALLY I AM ALRIGHT. BUT MY WEIGHT HAS REDUCED ABOUT 8-9 KILOGRAMS.
I DO NOT NURTURE ANY ILLWILL AGAINST ANYONE. MAY GOD DO GOOD TO EVERYONE I PRAY.
I DO HOLD RESPONSIBLE FOR MY SINS. ONCE PRIEST/PASTOR - A PIOUS ONE SAID THAT THEIR INTENTION WAS GOOD ALTHOUGH THEIR METHOD WAS WRONG. (HE, (THE HOUSEHOLD) SENT HIS YONGER SISTER TO ME FOR MY ENTICEMENT. IN THE YEAR 1996-1997(APPX.).
I PRAY THAT GOD/JESUS MAY FORGIVE MY SINS AND USE ME FOR HIS HLORY ANYWHERE NOW.
EVEN THOUGH I AM NOT DOING ANYTHING SEXUAL/IMMORAL THINGS ANYMORE BUT NECESSARY PEACE/JOY ELUDES ME.
KINDLY PRAY AND ADVICE ME URGENTLY IF I NEED TO DO ANYTHING MORE.
