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prayer72003
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i just need prayer, my exhusband just died and i believed for him for 35 years, now he is dead in a coffin in a foreign country and he was only 55 i know the lord gave him time to get right with him so i am not worrying about that it just seems everything i promised myself and my kids now can never happen and the more i find out i understand why god had to do it this way, it just hurts , all my prayers, millions of them, all my stand and when you have done all you can do to stand , stand, all my positive confessions over our lives and his, i am not a negative person so i hung on when everyone tried to get me to quit and now i feel like they are all having a ball laughing at connies god couldnt do what she said he could do , type talk...i feel like i built my kids faith up just to let them down..i hurt their faith...no wonder they dont want to listen to me..i love god so much i just automatically believe when he says he is going to do something he will do it and it didnt happen i know my redeemer livesssssssssss. i have no doubt but it hurts he couldnt have done it to help my kids' faith be built up a little....and now the ministry of uncommon miracles that we started is no longer ever going to happen, maybe with me alone but not with him by my side like i confessed for years, keep a vision in your head and god will do it but he didnt......love in jesus connie
