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Hello My Wonderful Prayer Family I Have Lots Of Praise Reports To Share
I have so many Praise Reports I do not know where to start!!! First of all GOD IS AWESOME!! I am so happy he brought me here to you all and I thank The Lord for that everyday! So some of this may seem kinda silly to some but for me they were signs and epiphanies from above!!
Of course I can not create a timeline but this has all happened in this week!!! I am oh so thankful for The Lord for taking away alcohol from ### and giving him a whole new attitude and outlook on life and letting him accept my help and my parents as well! He is bonding so well with my dad and now being able to bond with my mom. As I said everyone every little thing happens for a reason! Now my mom is going to be bringing him to work on the nights I can't (only because it would be too early) and my dad can't because he needs to be at work early. So you see now he has a way and can start bonding with my mom. Even though its 15 to 20 minutes Hey it's better than nothing!!! He is confiding in my Mom and My Dad and I as well so much now!!! I can't express how happy I am there is no right words to tell all my heart is feeling right now!!!!
My First Praise is ### is happy and laughs and conversates when I speak of my nephew which before he did not want to know. I gather because he misses his ex wife's kids. Even in the beginning when we first started talking again he didn't really say much. He was actually upset when he found out that Jacob calls him Uncle ###. That has all changed!!! He know laughs and enjoys hearing about him.
My Second Praise is ### loves the Walton & Johnson show. Personally I don't but he is really big into politics. On more than one occasion he has actually turned the radio down to listen to whatever I was speaking of at the time! As if to say what you are speaking of is way more important I can miss this!!! Yay That made me so happy.
My Third Praise is the start of epiphanies that I have experienced while at work. My job is very stressful and I constantly pray to God all night long. Actually you all and this site is what gets me through the nights now that ### is not there!! I am so thankful for you all!! These past few nights and mornings I have had a few songs just pop in my head and I could feel the presence of my grandparents. I feel and believe they are watching over me and say Sweet One we miss you so and it is all going to be over soon. All this pain you are feeling because of this job and everything you ever wanted is about to arrive. The three songs I heard two of you may not even know but I know everyone knows of the first!! My Grandmother's favorite song that she had played at my Grandfather's Funeral just popped into my head the other morning as I was about to get off at work just drained from the night! I knew it was her looking out for me saying rest dear one and relax! That song was Amazing Grace! I felt her hugging me as I close my eyes I could remember the last time I saw my Grandfather at his funeral! It was a bittersweet feeling but it meant so much because I knew it was her spirit!
My Fourth Praise is the next night I was at work and I was of course upset of something and all of a sudden I could hear this light sound of a song and then I started to sing it! Maybe some know it I'm not quite sure of it but I believe it is an old song from back in the day. I do not remember the name but the words are " Someone's in the Kitchen With Donna" Someone's in the Kitchen I know" Someone's in the Kitchen with Donna" "Strummin' on the old Banjo" Etc. My Grandpaw used to walk around the house singing it and I thought it was so funny I used to say paw paw you making that up!
It made me smile and brought back a lot of memories and for that split second I knew he was saying don't worry "shrimp" maw maw and I are doing great and we watching over you! He always called me shrimp because I was always tiny! That as well brought a warm hug to my heart!
My Fifth Praise happened mid morning while I was at work around three or four a.m. I actually was on this site and all of a sudden I just started laughing and singing this song. It was as if my Grandmother was saying You know God never lets us down! Keep praying your Grandfather and I are sending angels down to help and we are always watching over you! When I was a little girl she used to sing nursery rhymes with me and I love that song. "On top of Spaghetti all covered with cheese" "I lost my poor meat ball when somebody sneezed" "It rolled off the table and on to the floor" etc. That just brought me back so sweetly to when I was a little girl it meant so much to have that feeling!!
My Sixth Praise happened last night! My mother went to pick up ### for work and they talked about the cool weather. ### made the comment he loves it but that he would be outta money because he and my dad would not have anymore grass to cut til next year. My mom went on further in the conversation to say that's ok He will have a lot of work that you can help him with around the house and he will pay you for it. As respectful as My ### is I absolutely knew what his response would be and it was exactly as I thought. He said Oh no Ma'am I can't charge yall to do work for yall. You all are so good to me already! My mom said no we will figure something out. My parents love him so much and I am so pleased and so happy about that! I believe my mom moved the conversation over to how'd he sleep and he said Oh I sleep so good now!! I know in my heart that was God saying telling me ### Dear One he is so thankful for you and your family that now he can be at ease and relax because he has a job and a ride to and from work! He is so thankful and happy that he has you all to count and rely on!! As he settles down more I promise Angel he will come to you!!
My Seventh Praise was from this morning at work again another song popped into my head. It's called "Brave" The words say "Say what you wanna say. Let the words fall out. I wanna see you be brave" I love this song and it was a message from God answering my prayers saying Dear one he has so many things he wants to say to you that he is just waiting for the perfect moment. The right moment that he feels in his heart! That soon he will pour his heart out and wrap his arms around me and make me the happiest woman in the world and the happiest I have ever been in my life!!
And Finally My Eighth Praise Report after that beautiful moment work got hectic and very stressful and i was so upset and started to cry and all I could do to make it through the rest of the hour I had left was think ### just remember the Lord is giving you the change to see ### again! This work day is almost over Stay Strong. He text me to ask where I was and I called him. It was so awesome the minute I heard his voice on the other end of the line it was as if The Lord lifted all that stress as if it never happened. When he got into the truck he said "Are you ok?" I knew he would ask because he always knows when I'm upset even if I try not to show it. I said no and started to drive off and he said well look and stuck his tongue out! His tongue and teeth were both blue! lol It was so funny and so cute I had a big smile on my face and couldn't stop laughing. I said what you been eating pixie sticks? (its a sugar candy those who don't know in a paper straw pretty much) and he said no and put the candy between his teeth and said its a raspberry sour jolly rancher. He & I both love the blue flavor pixie sticks we ate a ton of them last year actually right at this time at halloween! So I started to talk and let out what I was upset about and he asked "So why get upset" and I told him. He again turned the radio all the way down and he listened and talked with me about stuff and we started laughing about hospital junk and I believe it made him think about the times we shared together at work. We talked and laughed about it the whole way to his house. When I dropped him off I went to drive off and I rolled the window down and said Hey go brush your teeth they blue!! lol He said Why would I do that Im not going anywhere with a big smile on his face!! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!! I felt so much better after that!! I came home and text him and said Thank You for helping me feel better Sorry for venting and he said No problem there is nothing wrong with venting. That was such a blessing from God for me!! That he was able to listen and laugh and talk about stuff with me like we used to and even better before. He always listens to me but I don't know how to explain it I guess it's like now conversation means even more to him now!! Which is totally Awesome!!!
So Yes if you are reading here you are finally to the end my friends! LOL I just wanted to share all this wonderful beautiful most amazing and special news with you all because you all helped me get here to where I am today and it truly makes me form tears in my eyes from such joy and happiness!!!!! I love you all and remember one day you will all have this much Praise and Joy to share if not already!!!!! LOVE YOU ALL
GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!! ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE THROUGH CHRIST!!! REMEMBER THE LORD IS ALWAYS WITH YOU!!!!!
With Love
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I have so many Praise Reports I do not know where to start!!! First of all GOD IS AWESOME!! I am so happy he brought me here to you all and I thank The Lord for that everyday! So some of this may seem kinda silly to some but for me they were signs and epiphanies from above!!
Of course I can not create a timeline but this has all happened in this week!!! I am oh so thankful for The Lord for taking away alcohol from ### and giving him a whole new attitude and outlook on life and letting him accept my help and my parents as well! He is bonding so well with my dad and now being able to bond with my mom. As I said everyone every little thing happens for a reason! Now my mom is going to be bringing him to work on the nights I can't (only because it would be too early) and my dad can't because he needs to be at work early. So you see now he has a way and can start bonding with my mom. Even though its 15 to 20 minutes Hey it's better than nothing!!! He is confiding in my Mom and My Dad and I as well so much now!!! I can't express how happy I am there is no right words to tell all my heart is feeling right now!!!!
My First Praise is ### is happy and laughs and conversates when I speak of my nephew which before he did not want to know. I gather because he misses his ex wife's kids. Even in the beginning when we first started talking again he didn't really say much. He was actually upset when he found out that Jacob calls him Uncle ###. That has all changed!!! He know laughs and enjoys hearing about him.
My Second Praise is ### loves the Walton & Johnson show. Personally I don't but he is really big into politics. On more than one occasion he has actually turned the radio down to listen to whatever I was speaking of at the time! As if to say what you are speaking of is way more important I can miss this!!! Yay That made me so happy.
My Third Praise is the start of epiphanies that I have experienced while at work. My job is very stressful and I constantly pray to God all night long. Actually you all and this site is what gets me through the nights now that ### is not there!! I am so thankful for you all!! These past few nights and mornings I have had a few songs just pop in my head and I could feel the presence of my grandparents. I feel and believe they are watching over me and say Sweet One we miss you so and it is all going to be over soon. All this pain you are feeling because of this job and everything you ever wanted is about to arrive. The three songs I heard two of you may not even know but I know everyone knows of the first!! My Grandmother's favorite song that she had played at my Grandfather's Funeral just popped into my head the other morning as I was about to get off at work just drained from the night! I knew it was her looking out for me saying rest dear one and relax! That song was Amazing Grace! I felt her hugging me as I close my eyes I could remember the last time I saw my Grandfather at his funeral! It was a bittersweet feeling but it meant so much because I knew it was her spirit!
My Fourth Praise is the next night I was at work and I was of course upset of something and all of a sudden I could hear this light sound of a song and then I started to sing it! Maybe some know it I'm not quite sure of it but I believe it is an old song from back in the day. I do not remember the name but the words are " Someone's in the Kitchen With Donna" Someone's in the Kitchen I know" Someone's in the Kitchen with Donna" "Strummin' on the old Banjo" Etc. My Grandpaw used to walk around the house singing it and I thought it was so funny I used to say paw paw you making that up!
It made me smile and brought back a lot of memories and for that split second I knew he was saying don't worry "shrimp" maw maw and I are doing great and we watching over you! He always called me shrimp because I was always tiny! That as well brought a warm hug to my heart! My Fifth Praise happened mid morning while I was at work around three or four a.m. I actually was on this site and all of a sudden I just started laughing and singing this song. It was as if my Grandmother was saying You know God never lets us down! Keep praying your Grandfather and I are sending angels down to help and we are always watching over you! When I was a little girl she used to sing nursery rhymes with me and I love that song. "On top of Spaghetti all covered with cheese" "I lost my poor meat ball when somebody sneezed" "It rolled off the table and on to the floor" etc. That just brought me back so sweetly to when I was a little girl it meant so much to have that feeling!!
My Sixth Praise happened last night! My mother went to pick up ### for work and they talked about the cool weather. ### made the comment he loves it but that he would be outta money because he and my dad would not have anymore grass to cut til next year. My mom went on further in the conversation to say that's ok He will have a lot of work that you can help him with around the house and he will pay you for it. As respectful as My ### is I absolutely knew what his response would be and it was exactly as I thought. He said Oh no Ma'am I can't charge yall to do work for yall. You all are so good to me already! My mom said no we will figure something out. My parents love him so much and I am so pleased and so happy about that! I believe my mom moved the conversation over to how'd he sleep and he said Oh I sleep so good now!! I know in my heart that was God saying telling me ### Dear One he is so thankful for you and your family that now he can be at ease and relax because he has a job and a ride to and from work! He is so thankful and happy that he has you all to count and rely on!! As he settles down more I promise Angel he will come to you!!
My Seventh Praise was from this morning at work again another song popped into my head. It's called "Brave" The words say "Say what you wanna say. Let the words fall out. I wanna see you be brave" I love this song and it was a message from God answering my prayers saying Dear one he has so many things he wants to say to you that he is just waiting for the perfect moment. The right moment that he feels in his heart! That soon he will pour his heart out and wrap his arms around me and make me the happiest woman in the world and the happiest I have ever been in my life!!
And Finally My Eighth Praise Report after that beautiful moment work got hectic and very stressful and i was so upset and started to cry and all I could do to make it through the rest of the hour I had left was think ### just remember the Lord is giving you the change to see ### again! This work day is almost over Stay Strong. He text me to ask where I was and I called him. It was so awesome the minute I heard his voice on the other end of the line it was as if The Lord lifted all that stress as if it never happened. When he got into the truck he said "Are you ok?" I knew he would ask because he always knows when I'm upset even if I try not to show it. I said no and started to drive off and he said well look and stuck his tongue out! His tongue and teeth were both blue! lol It was so funny and so cute I had a big smile on my face and couldn't stop laughing. I said what you been eating pixie sticks? (its a sugar candy those who don't know in a paper straw pretty much) and he said no and put the candy between his teeth and said its a raspberry sour jolly rancher. He & I both love the blue flavor pixie sticks we ate a ton of them last year actually right at this time at halloween! So I started to talk and let out what I was upset about and he asked "So why get upset" and I told him. He again turned the radio all the way down and he listened and talked with me about stuff and we started laughing about hospital junk and I believe it made him think about the times we shared together at work. We talked and laughed about it the whole way to his house. When I dropped him off I went to drive off and I rolled the window down and said Hey go brush your teeth they blue!! lol He said Why would I do that Im not going anywhere with a big smile on his face!! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!! I felt so much better after that!! I came home and text him and said Thank You for helping me feel better Sorry for venting and he said No problem there is nothing wrong with venting. That was such a blessing from God for me!! That he was able to listen and laugh and talk about stuff with me like we used to and even better before. He always listens to me but I don't know how to explain it I guess it's like now conversation means even more to him now!! Which is totally Awesome!!!
So Yes if you are reading here you are finally to the end my friends! LOL I just wanted to share all this wonderful beautiful most amazing and special news with you all because you all helped me get here to where I am today and it truly makes me form tears in my eyes from such joy and happiness!!!!! I love you all and remember one day you will all have this much Praise and Joy to share if not already!!!!! LOVE YOU ALL
GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!! ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE THROUGH CHRIST!!! REMEMBER THE LORD IS ALWAYS WITH YOU!!!!!
With Love
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