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teraisler
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My name is Tera. I just got out of foster care when i was 18. I am 22 now. ive had 3 kids, and have one living with me full time. im struggling to get on my feet. I know its personal, but im not here to be judged. I am here for prayer and guidence. I used to read the Bible alot. I used to have a strong relationship with the Lord. But lately, everyhting i have been going through is tough. Since march of this year, ive worked as a stripper... Im ashamed of it. I dont know what happened. Last year i never thought of even seeing myself as a stripper of any kind. I work in an environment that i feel insecure in, but something keeps me there. I chipped my tooth last year and now its abscessed. and up until 3 months ago i had no issues with my teeth at all. Now, even though my teeth are healthy the tooth that was abscessed slowly started to spread to my other teeth. I cant afford a dental bill for one tooth to be canaled. Insurance doesnt cover it. I thought working at the club would get me money to help pay for diapers and bills but this sounds crazy, but it doesnt even come close. So i got a job as a waitress and still work at the club.. i dotn know why either.. But please pray for me. I need help with my tooth. I dont want to have my 2 front teeth pulled because of the abscess. im in tears now. i feel relieved i opened up. Im trying to find a church to go to up here, and i finally went for a service and loved it. Please dont judge me. Im not the type to judge.
