JoeV3232
Disciple of Prayer
My name is Joe my wife Is Ruth and we have a son Devin. My wife and I have been struggling with meth addiction for about 8 months. I don't want to get into details about everything I asked for forgiveness for the wrongs that I have done. I am scared for my wife she is not acting the same I know that we have done bath salts along the way I praying that nothing permanently has done damage. She hurting and is just not my wife Ruth. I am so close to stopping myself but the police are involved with this. And it seems like their always trying to get me to use. I know that sounds off the wall but it is true its like their testing me. I don't know why? It seems like were in some kind of hidden reality show. The reason why I wanted prayer is for the hold of addiction that has on my wife and I and that Jesus does a healing of our minds and hearts of my wife and my son and myself. PLEASE JESUS WE NEED YOU. I am stuck and scared I don't know how to fix this. We are at my moms no money I just want to pick up family and go somewhere that things are safe so we can give my son Devin a place to have a family that he can be proud of and get back to normal I cant do it here. I don't want to go to prison I don't want to hurt my family or people anymore. I want my wife to be ok I want her back the Wife had. I need her I am not strong enough to do this alone please god help us. My son has been the biggest victim out of all of this and he keeps rolling with the punches he is such a good kid please god I don't want my wife and my behaviors to hurt him anymore. He is the best kid in the world and he deserves more than what anyone has to offer him but he waits for his parents to get better PLEASE GOD HELP US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE PRAY FOR US I NEED HELP MY FAMILY NEEDS HELP. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. PRAY FOR SOME FINACES SO WE CAN GET AWAY ASAP FOR A WEEK OR SO. THAT WOULD GIVE US TIME TO STAY AWAY FROM THINGS AND TO CLEAR OUR MINDS. MY SON NEEDS A MOM AND DAD AROUND THAT IS HEALTHY AND THAT DEVIN CAN RELY ON LIKE OTHER KIDS. PLEASE I NEED HELP GOD. PLEASE FOR US. WE NEED A HEALTHY CHANGE. PLEASE PRAY FOR US PLEASE. WE NEED IT. DULUTH; JOE