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My name is david. I want to share my story with someone as i hope someone would read it and understand me. Long story short i started using drugs/alcohol at age 11. Went to san quentin prison at age 18. Was released from folsom prison at age 27 after being in solitary for 2 years. im 40 years old & just had 4 years clean & sober on nov 17th! Never had more than 1 year in my life. I run an alcoholics anonymous meeting here in little town of quanah,tx & just started a narcotic anonymous meeting several months ago. Ive been maried almost 7 years & have 5 year old boy & 9 month old boy. God has answered a LOT of prayers especialy financialy past couple years but im starting to feel frusterated,unhappy,even suicidle. Dont know what im really doin in life..Goals or dreams. Noone to understand how im feeling & starting not to trust anyone anyway. Whats wrong with me? will i ever feel normal? Helping others has always helped but i cant even help my own wife & kids with what they r goin thru right now.