Anthony Barron
Disciple of Prayer
My name is Anthony I've been thinking a lot lately I'm getting older and I have been through a lot in my life I think I suffer ptsd and I try counseling but never able to follow thru. I think about suicide a lot and I fight it by trying to do positive things in life and look for happiness. I can't remember being truly happy except when I am hi and drunk. Right now I'm trying to decide if I should goto school and what school to goto. I want to make the best decision it's stressing me out. I have a long criminal record so I don't know if there's even a point in going. I've cried out to god numerous time and Have lost faith a lot but I don't want to give up believing there has to be plan I hope that I can see answers before I completely give up as I have made plans on when and how I want to end my life I have no one that I can talk to or open up to because I'm very gaurded

