Tobelurlik
Disciple of Prayer
My name is ### and looking to someone to talk to. I’m going through a bad place in my life. I’m ### weeks pregnant with a baby boy. I have a wonderful Fiancé, wonderful friends and family. Roof over my head, food on our table and good income. Everything’s great but ever since ### days ago I’ve felt this black cloud over my head I can’t get rid of. I’m in extreme depression and have so much anxiety. I’m praying so much but I feel as these demons are taking over my mind that it will never get better. I have been sleeping less and more panicky. I have this horrible pressure on the top of my head and in front of my head that won’t go away. I have developed shakes and panic that makes my body move and jerk while making sounds because I’m stressed. I have had this sudden urge to hit my head to a wall. I’ve been wanting all these feelings and emotions to stop so I sleep. I’ve been so isolated from the world. Isolated from my family. I cannot leave the house without a panic attack. I cannot eat or drink. I’m crying all the time because I don’t know where this all came from. I’m so depressed. I’m so scared. I just want to heal. I’ve prayed so much the past couple days but losing hope as God not hearing me. I’m feeling hopeless and need some prayers and someone to talk to that could understand. I know God is only one that can heal me but I’ve been praying so much and have been scared that he’s not hearing me anymore. I just want to be in a better state of mind so I can be there for my newborn baby when he comes and for my family and especially for myself.
