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jayne1
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Hi all,
I have asked you all to pray over the last few months and I am so grateful to you all. I pray that you are all blessed. Everyone tells me that my prayers have been answered but things just keep getting worse. I am still in debt and today found out that I am dangerously behing in my rent so much so mum and I may loose our home. We fought so hard for so many years to get it. Once again I have failed and of course cant fix it. I am so scared, jobless, disliked etc etc. For those of you who know me you will know I posted before I was worried about my job, I havent heard anything from them and I actually feel the worst, I know the powers that be there want me gone and that is what they are doing. You will also know that I have debt problems and had somehow expected a miraculous solution so I could become a lawyer. I give up on that now. My mum has been left with nothing and i was always so positive promising her things would get better, I prayed and prayed. I really believe that many years ago we were cursed, my mum tells an awful tale about seeing a demonic apparition who said I curse you and your family. Everyone on the street went on as normal yet she was frozen, a few years later the same woman approached mum and gran. My gran would never have believed such things so I know something bad happened for her to admit it. She and my gran were prayed over by our priest but both were terrified. I was only a baby then but it seems that no matter what I do or mum does things go from bad to worse. I have no where to go or no where to turn anymore. I can honestly say I want to die but am too chicken to do anything about it. Sorry guys - from looking below you all have enough to worry about but I just had to write this as I feel so so bad. If you could even pray for my mum I would be so grateful, prayers for me seem to be futile right now lol
Anyway God Bless you all
I have asked you all to pray over the last few months and I am so grateful to you all. I pray that you are all blessed. Everyone tells me that my prayers have been answered but things just keep getting worse. I am still in debt and today found out that I am dangerously behing in my rent so much so mum and I may loose our home. We fought so hard for so many years to get it. Once again I have failed and of course cant fix it. I am so scared, jobless, disliked etc etc. For those of you who know me you will know I posted before I was worried about my job, I havent heard anything from them and I actually feel the worst, I know the powers that be there want me gone and that is what they are doing. You will also know that I have debt problems and had somehow expected a miraculous solution so I could become a lawyer. I give up on that now. My mum has been left with nothing and i was always so positive promising her things would get better, I prayed and prayed. I really believe that many years ago we were cursed, my mum tells an awful tale about seeing a demonic apparition who said I curse you and your family. Everyone on the street went on as normal yet she was frozen, a few years later the same woman approached mum and gran. My gran would never have believed such things so I know something bad happened for her to admit it. She and my gran were prayed over by our priest but both were terrified. I was only a baby then but it seems that no matter what I do or mum does things go from bad to worse. I have no where to go or no where to turn anymore. I can honestly say I want to die but am too chicken to do anything about it. Sorry guys - from looking below you all have enough to worry about but I just had to write this as I feel so so bad. If you could even pray for my mum I would be so grateful, prayers for me seem to be futile right now lol
Anyway God Bless you all