My Miserable Life

[Anonymous Christian]

I am very unhappy. I pray daily and I see no results no changes in my life. My mother says she prays for me but I get angry at her all the time because well I see nothing. I dont trust her and I think she likes to see my deplorable life. My family members are happy that my life is total misery. I dont understand why they are jealous of me because I have absolutely Nothing. They have money, jobs, cars, boyfriends, husbands, kids, homes. Many people complained because they have lost their jobs for 2 years or less because of the bad economy. I am unemployed since 2001 yes I am not kidding true life, it has been more than 10 years without a stable and secure job. I dont have a car I dont know how to drive. I use to travel a lot on my childhood but now I have been stuck in the same state same town for years now I want to see something else. I started school but I dont have a degree yet. I haves issues finishing school because well money issues no jobs NOTHING. I dont have financial aid so I have to pay out of my empty pockets. I am not asking God to become a billionaire or to win the lottery. I dont play the lottery. I want to live a simple life, be independent and happy. I asked God to take my life because I dont see my purpose here. Every day is a brand new day but every day is a waste to me. I hate where I live now. I hate my building. I hate all my dumb and ignorant neighbors. I hate my neighborhood. I hate my drug dealers neighbors. Yes God is letting me leave in this unsafe building for way too long now since 2005 I think. I want to move out to a brand new,clean, warm and safe homr with no druggies. Its cold outside already. I am also freezing in my place now. Since 2005 I have been living in the cold. When I enter my apartment its like entering the north pole. The druggies even harrassed me and my mother. I prayed God for so long to get me a new place but God is totally ignore me and my requests. Every one says I am nice, charming blah blah blah but I am single. There is no good Christian men out there so finding a good Christian man is impossible. Please dont tell me that everything is possible to God my time is up ok. Men are getting worst I mean just look around you even Christian married women cant keep their husbands. Men are just created to cheat its sad but its the truth. God created them to be addicted to many women its a fact anyway. I am so drained of asking daily with my whole heart for things to get better. I cried last night because I am so drained I cant deal with it anymore. I am a miserable failure with a miserable existence why does God is waiting for? What cant he just finish me off? Why am I here? Why am I still here?

 

[bluebirds38]

dear lord i pray that you restore her life and increase it ten fold, i pray that you help her to get a fresh new start in a new state and town, i pray that you lift up her spirits and bring a financial miracle for her, i pray that you bless her and help her to get out of that neibourhood, i pray that you give her strength, faith, mercy, grace, comfort, watch over her, guide her to the right job for her, in jesus name amen

 

[Anonymous Christian]

Thanks Blueblirds38 I am ready to go anywhere God wants me to go and live. It does not have to be a different state or town but at least a different neighborhood for a start. If God has a plan for me in another state eventually then I will move out of state.

 

[clay pot]

Dear Lord, replace the evil years with good, bind up the wounds of the heart as we lift AC to you. Give her a fresh start in a new area. It's so hard to sing a song in the city dump. A fresh outlook with supportive Christians planted on her path to help and heal we ask. Bless her everywhere she needs it with wisdom, discernment, joy unspeakable and full of glory, peace of mind, a job you would have for her in Christ's name we ask, amen.

 

[heather]

Dear Jesus, I pray that Anonymous Christian will place all her trust in in You, hoping for all things from Your goodness. Only You can make fruitful the darkness in which she finds herself today. May she adore You in all Your purposes even without knowing them; Your will be done, not ours. May she be patient! It is so difficult to realize these trials, heartbreaking as they are, can be turned into blessings. Lord, give her peace of mind, peace of heart, and peace of soul, as she offers You her thoughts, her words, and her sufferings. In Jesus' name, Amen.

Almighty God, help Anonymous Christian to understand that peace does not come from rebellion, hate or grieving, but is obtained through calmness of the soul. Grant that if she may become angry, resentful or worried, may she have the power to control herself and wait in Your strength. Amen.

 

[Cyndi]

Lord let her keep You at the center of her life and help her to trust dispite her circumstances. Move upon her Lord and lead her through her trials. In YOur precious Name AMen

 

[Heavensent]

Dear my loving Father, I pray that this soul may be comforted during these times of trail and that they will come to realise that these testing times worketh patience.. “and let patience do its prefected work that you may be prefect and complete lacking nothing" (power-phrasing) remind them of your promises and keep them abided in your word bring scriptures to their remembrance in their time of need. I thank you that you have heard me and know it's in your hands and at some point there pain will be as a mere bad dream once they step into the fullness of your glory, enter “your rest†banish all works of wrong doing and trust in you completely. Let there hearts not be trouble and bring them revelation of your will and enable them to see all the blessing they have already when doubt and negativity tries to cloud their mine. My prayers are with you and your family and remember “is anything too hard for the Lord thy God" submit and trust him for he cares for you.

In the name of your son Jesus we boldly pray. Thank you Father Amen

 

[flora]

I have prayed

 

[Ms. Unbeatable]

May God Fill you with His strength guide you with his wisdom comfort you with his love turn your sorrow with joy and peace favor grace blessings overflow to your life Receive His word to your spirit and walk firm in faith.I prayed for you.