My Miserable Life

[Anonymous Christian]

I am very unhappy. I pray daily and I see no results, no changes in my life. My mother says she prays for me, but I get angry at her all the time because well, I see nothing. I don't trust her and I think she likes to see my deplorable life. My family members are happy that my life is total misery. I don't understand why they are jealous of me because I have absolutely nothing. They have money, jobs, cars, boyfriends, husbands, kids, homes. Many people complained because they have lost their jobs for 2 years or less because of the bad economy. I am unemployed since ###, yes I am not kidding, true life, it has been more than 10 years without a stable and secure job. I don't have a car; I don't know how to drive. I used to travel a lot in my childhood, but now I have been stuck in the same state, same town for years now; I want to see something else. I started school but I don't have a degree yet. I have issues finishing school because well, money issues, no jobs, NOTHING. I don't have financial aid, so I have to pay out of my empty pockets. I am not asking God to become a billionaire or to win the lottery. I don't play the lottery. I want to live a simple life, be independent and happy. I asked God to take my life because I don't see my purpose here. Every day is a brand new day, but every day is a waste to me. I hate where I live now. I hate my building. I hate all my dumb and ignorant neighbors. I hate my neighborhood. I hate my drug dealers' neighbors. Yes, God is letting me live in this unsafe building for way too long now since ###, I think. I want to move out to a brand new, clean, warm, and safe home with no druggies. It's cold outside already. I am also freezing in my place now. Since ###, I have been living in the cold. When I enter my apartment, it's like entering the north pole. The druggies even harassed me and my mother. I prayed to God for so long to get me a new place, but God is totally ignoring me and my requests. Everyone says I am nice, charming, blah blah blah, but I am single. There are no good Christian men out there, so finding a good Christian man is impossible. Please don't tell me that everything is possible to God; my time is up, ok. Men are getting worse, I mean just look around you; even Christian married women can't keep their husbands. Men are just created to cheat; it's sad, but it's the truth. God created them to be addicted to many women; it's a fact anyway. I am so drained of asking daily with my whole heart for things to get better. I cried last night because I am so drained; I can't deal with it anymore. I am a miserable failure with a miserable existence. Why is God waiting for? What can't he just finish me off? Why am I here? Why am I still here?

 

[bluebirds38]

Dear Lord, I pray that you restore her life and increase it ten fold, I pray that you help her to get a fresh new start in a new state and town, I pray that you lift up her spirits and bring a financial miracle for her, I pray that you bless her and help her to get out of that neighborhood, I pray that you give her strength, faith, mercy, grace, comfort, watch over her, guide her to the right job for her, in Jesus name amen.

 

[Anonymous Christian]

Thanks ### I am ready to go anywhere God wants me to go and live. It does not have to be a different state or town but at least a different neighborhood for a start. If God has a plan for me in another state eventually then I will move out of state.

 

[clay pot]

Dear Lord, replace the evil years with good, bind up the wounds of the heart as we lift ### to you. Give her a fresh start in a new area. It's so hard to sing a song in the city dump. A fresh outlook with supportive Christians planted on her path to help and heal we ask. Bless her everywhere she needs it with wisdom, discernment, joy unspeakable and full of glory, peace of mind, a job you would have for her in Christ's name we ask, amen.

 

[heather]

Dear Jesus, I pray that ### will place all her trust in You, hoping for all things from Your goodness. Only You can make fruitful the darkness in which she finds herself today. May she adore You in all Your purposes even without knowing them; Your will be done, not ours. May she be patient! It is so difficult to realize these trials, heartbreaking as they are, can be turned into blessings. Lord, give her peace of mind, peace of heart, and peace of soul, as she offers You her thoughts, her words, and her sufferings. In Jesus' name, Amen.

Almighty God, help ### to understand that peace does not come from rebellion, hate or grieving, but is obtained through calmness of the soul. Grant that if she may become angry, resentful or worried, may she have the power to control herself and wait in Your strength. Amen.

 

[Cyndi]

Lord let her keep You at the center of her life and help her to trust despite her circumstances. Move upon her Lord and lead her through her trials. In Your precious Name AMen

 

[Heavensent]

Dear my loving Father, I pray that this soul may be comforted during these times of trial and that they will come to realize that these testing times worketh patience. “And let patience do its perfect work that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing” (power-phrasing) remind them of your promises and keep them abided in your word bring scriptures to their remembrance in their time of need. I thank you that you have heard me and know it's in your hands and at some point their pain will be as a mere bad dream once they step into the fullness of your glory, enter “your rest” banish all works of wrongdoing and trust in you completely. Let their hearts not be troubled and bring them revelation of your will and enable them to see all the blessing they have already when doubt and negativity tries to cloud their mind. My prayers are with you and your family and remember “Is anything too hard for the Lord your God?” submit and trust him for he cares for you.

In the name of your son Jesus we boldly pray. Thank you Father Amen

 

[flora]

I have prayed

 

[Ms. Unbeatable]

May God Fill you with His strength guide you with His wisdom comfort you with His love turn your sorrow with joy and peace favor grace blessings overflow to your life Receive His word to your spirit and walk firm in faith. I prayed for you.