My Life..

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Its been almost 6 months since my dad and my girlfriend have passed away. I am still struggling with knowing which way to go in life; I feel lost. I have zero income, no job, and I have to take care of my son. I am going through a battle with my ex-wife to see my daughter because of the games she is playing. I am going through how to make sure my son is going to be okay without his mom not being here with him. I am going through the loss of her, my dad, the stress of my son's grandparents on the other side trying to take me to court to get guardianship of his estate. I am starting to feel depressed, irritated, and mad, and every other emotion you can think of, and I feel like I am going to explode one of these days. I don't think I have ever felt this way, and I am hurting so much. I have had an actual feeling of the above-mentioned, but I have never had an overwhelming feeling that comes over me of those things. I am struggling with financial hardship to take care of my family. I am living at my mom's house where I am sleeping on the couch with my son. I have to watch my mom in pain because she lost our dad, her husband, and she has a hip that's hurting her really bad. I feel hopeless because I want to help her out so bad, and I feel hopeless and helpless. I feel weak and vulnerable. My mom has raised us and is living in this house she has been renting for 35 years. She was laid off one week before my dad had his stroke, and me two weeks after. Now she has three boys here and her grandkids, and I am trying to do all I can to help her, but it's hard because I myself feel so helpless with no income and taking care of my son when depression is setting in and I feel like it's hard to go on. I need help. I know God has a plan for me and is protecting me. I pray all the time, but I feel like I need an emergency miracle to happen.

I am requesting the overwhelming feeling that God is here with me, that He will open the doors of heaven and rain on me His blessing so that I can take care of my family. Of course, financially, I need a huge blessing. ### is where I live with my son and the rest of the family. I am also requesting that I keep my faith strong in the Lord and my Savior Jesus Christ. I love them so much. I request that my son become stronger in the Lord and that we both build a relationship together with the Lord. I request that a miracle of me being able to take care of my mom and my son and my daughter and not have to worry about money so I can be there for them mentally and support my son mentally and be the best father I can to him and my daughter through God's will. I have been praying, but sometimes I don't think it comes out right, and I think I may say the wrong things and ask the wrong way. I request that I grow more faithfully and be strong in walking in God's will. Please pray.

It's been so hectic, stressful, hurtful; sometimes I feel like giving up, but I know the grace of God has a huge plan for me, and I stay faithful in knowing that He is here for me.

 

[Eric]

Father God,
I pray for this man in the midst of this valley.
Lord, I ask that you would deliver him through the valley by your awesome power.
Lord, you are capable and I ask that you would restore this man's life and make him stronger than ever before.
Father, give him faith and knowledge in you.
Lord, guide him in all his ways and heal him and see him through this hurtful time.
Thank you, Jesus, in your name I pray.
Amen.

 

[AmandaKay]

Proverbs 3:5,6

Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your paths

Psalm 34:18

The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit....I am praying with you.

 

[faithope]

Dear Lord, please show ### all the necessary steps that he needs to take in order to turn his situation around. Give him Your exceeding grace to cooperate with Your word, Your principles and Your will in his life, which are,

a. understanding the whole concept of studying and meditating on Your word daily and waiting on You diligently-Hebrews 11:6, Joshua 1:8-9

b. if he is not attending a church, may he find the one that You have him to be planted in-Psalm 92:13

c. understanding the nature of Your principles in tithes and offerings-Malachi 3:8-12, Proverbs 22

We ask this in Your most precious Name, Jesus, amen

 

[trishg]

Lord we pray for peace in ###'s life, Lord life is hard and disappointing at times, but you allow us to know that this too shall pass and we should hold on to your word as you will save us. Remember Job how he suffered and yet he did not give up, and then he overcame and the Lord restored his life to double that of its former glory, praise God.

 

[esue]

Lord, please help ### to find peace. Bring him the money to live well and to provide for his children; you are infinite in riches. Help him, Lord, to be the reflection of the father that you are to us all.