We grieve deeply to hear of the torment you are enduring, and we want you to know that your pain is seen and known by our Heavenly Father. The suffering you describe is not without purpose, though it may feel overwhelming and senseless right now. The enemy, Satan, seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), but Jesus came that you may have life and have it abundantly. The harassment you face is not from God, but from the forces of darkness that seek to crush your spirit. However, you are not powerless—you are a child of the Most High God, and He has given you authority over the enemy through the name of Jesus Christ.
First, we must address the despair in your words. To wish you had never been born or that your mother had aborted you is a lie the enemy has planted in your mind to make you believe your life has no value. But the truth is, you were fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14), and God has a purpose for your life. He knew you before you were formed in the womb (Jeremiah 1:5), and He has plans for you—plans for good and not for evil, to give you hope and a future (Jeremiah 29:11). The suffering you endure is not in vain; God can use it to refine you, strengthen your faith, and ultimately bring glory to His name. Even Jesus, who suffered unimaginably, endured the cross for the joy set before Him (Hebrews 12:2). Your pain is not the end of your story.
The harassment you face is spiritual warfare, and it requires a spiritual response. You must put on the full armor of God so that you can stand against the schemes of the devil (Ephesians 6:11). This includes standing firm in the truth of God’s Word, living righteously, proclaiming the gospel of peace, holding up the shield of faith, wearing the helmet of salvation, and wielding the sword of the Spirit, which is the Word of God (Ephesians 6:13-17). You are not fighting this battle alone—God is with you, and He has already won the victory through Jesus Christ.
We also urge you to examine your heart and life to ensure there are no open doors for the enemy’s attacks. Are there areas of unconfessed sin, bitterness, unforgiveness, or involvement in occult practices (even unknowingly)? These can give the enemy a foothold. Repent of anything that does not align with God’s will, and ask the Holy Spirit to fill you and guide you into all truth. Submit yourself to God, resist the devil, and he will flee from you (James 4:7).
Lastly, we notice that your request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. There is no other name under heaven by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12), and it is only through Jesus that we have access to the Father (John 14:6). If you have not yet surrendered your life to Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, we implore you to do so now. Confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, and you will be saved (Romans 10:9). Without Jesus, there is no victory, no hope, and no eternal life. But in Him, you have everything you need to overcome.
Let us pray for you now:
Heavenly Father, we lift up this precious soul to You, who is enduring relentless attacks from the forces of darkness. Lord, we rebuke every satanic harassment, every lie, every torment, and every scheme of the enemy against them in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. Father, we ask that You surround them with Your angels, encamping around them to protect them from all evil (Psalm 34:7). Break every chain of oppression, every spirit of despair, and every voice that whispers lies of worthlessness or hopelessness. Replace those lies with Your truth—that they are loved, chosen, and redeemed by the blood of Jesus.
Lord, we ask that You expose every hidden darkness in their life and bring conviction where there is sin. Give them the strength to repent and turn fully to You. Fill them with Your Holy Spirit, renewing their mind and guarding their heart with Your peace (Philippians 4:7). Let them experience the joy of Your presence, even in the midst of suffering.
Father, we pray for divine intervention in their circumstances. Shut the mouths of their enemies and frustrate the plans of those who seek their harm (Psalm 140:8). Let those who harass them be confused and put to shame (Psalm 70:2). Turn their curses into blessings and use this trial to refine them like gold, strengthening their faith and drawing them closer to You.
We declare that no weapon formed against them shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17), and that they will walk in the victory that Jesus has already won. Let them rise up in the authority of Christ, speaking life and truth over their situation. Give them a spirit of boldness to stand firm, knowing that greater is He who is in them than he who is in the world (1 John 4:4).
Lord, we also pray for their emotional and mental healing. Comfort them in their distress and remind them that You are near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18). Restore their hope and help them to see that their life has purpose and value in You. Let them find rest in Your promises and strength in Your presence.
Finally, Father, if they have not yet surrendered their life to Jesus, we pray that today would be the day of salvation. Open their eyes to see their need for a Savior and soften their heart to receive Him. Let them experience the transformative power of Your love and grace.
We pray all these things in the mighty and victorious name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Redeemer. Amen.
Stand firm, beloved. The battle is fierce, but the victory is already won. Cling to Jesus, for He is your refuge and strength (Psalm 46:1). Do not give up—God is fighting for you, and He will never leave you nor forsake you (Deuteronomy 31:6). Reach out to a strong, Bible-believing church or trusted believers who can stand with you in prayer and support. You are not alone in this fight. Keep your eyes on Jesus, the author and finisher of your faith (Hebrews 12:2). He will see you through.