Christ Follower
Humble Prayer Warrior
My life is miserable. I am still living at the same cold, bad apartment. Please pray for me that I find a great, warmer, newer, bigger home soon. My apartment building is very dangerous. I have bad neighbors who do drugs and sell drugs, lots of illegal activities. The police have come more than 6 times and still nothing has been done. I have notified the landlord several times over the past few years about their evil activities, but the landlord is careless and refuses to take action. Not too long ago, the landlord finally took action and started paperwork 2 weeks ago. I thought everything was final, but unfortunately, the bad lady, the evil neighbor, took a lawyer as well. Please pray that the landlord wins the case and that the bad neighbors disappear forever. Please pray that they go away for good. Please pray that the police take action against them. They threaten me and my mother several times. Enough is enough; I can't take it anymore. Please also pray for me; a couple of weeks ago, I got an inspection. I failed the inspection of my current apartment. I have been clearing and cleaning things, putting my stuff in boxes, etc. The apartment, I guess for the stern inspection, was not cleared, and he was mean, a total neat freak. My oven was clean, and he said it was not clean enough. I will get a new inspection soon. Please pray that I pass the inspection, pray that I finish all the clearing and cleaning and decluttering in the apartment. Pray also that the mean guy doesn't do my next inspection, pray that a nice person does my next inspection, someone who is not a neat freak. Today is beautiful outside. I had planned to spend a wonderful day outside with my mother, unfortunately, since this morning, my mother has been giving me a very hard time. She is so mean; she said I dislike everybody in my family, etc. My mother has been focusing on her whole family all her life. Her family doesn't even care about her. They just use her for money or when their kids are sick. She refused to open her eyes and accept the truth and focus on her life and mine. If she focused on her life and my life more, our lives would have been better, but instead, she focuses on them. Now my life is in jeopardy; I am not done with my school. I have many difficulties. Please pray that I finally finish school, pray that I get my associate, bachelor degree, and master degree. Pray that I find a stable and good job soon while at school. Me and my mother argue every day; I am tired of it. I did everything I gave my whole to get along with her, but she only destroys, talks bad about me all the time. She said she prays for me, but deep down, I feel she is fake. I always pray for her, for her business to sell her merchandise, to win her cases, etc. It's like she is happy I'm not done with school; I don't have a stable job, a stable life, etc. She does not want me to be happy; she wants my life to be more miserable than hers. She does not want me to get a degree and be recognized and respected. She is jealous of me. She does not want me to be married and happy in all things. She just wants misery for me. If she really wanted me to be happy, my life would have been better. I would have been successful and happy. Today, I had planned to get some medications at the hospital pharmacy; she refused to go with me. This is not love, people. A couple of weeks ago, she was sick; I took her to the hospital, got her medications, etc. The other day, I went with her to renew her healthcare paperwork, and that's what I got. I was very sick with some pain and red wounds in my scalp and itchy scalp and dandruff. I had wounds in my scalp before; they did go away. I also had bad pain in my scalp years ago, and it did go away. The dandruff and itchy scalp never went away. I tried all kinds of shampoos, ointment, cream, treatments, oral medications, natural remedies, and no results. This time, I had a big red wound in my scalp. I went to see the nurse; she told me she could not do much for me. I had to see a dermatologist; then they booked me an appointment for December, but the wait is too long. My scalp was in a very bad shape; she then told me to go to the emergency. I did; I saw a primary care doctor. She prescribed me with a shampoo ointment and some antibiotics. I took all the antibiotics, and now I am using the ointment and shampoos. My scalp has gotten better, and the wound is slowly disappearing. Where the wound, I also lost some hair; slowly, the hair is starting growing. My scalp is healthier and cleaner; please continue to pray for me that my scalp fully heals, pray that the wound completely disappears, and that the spot with hair loss grows rapidly. Please pray also that my scalp continues to stay clean, itch-free, and dandruff-free. I lost lots of hair because of the dandruff; please pray that my hair becomes healthier, stronger, and longer. Pray for me that me and my mother get along; she will be going away soon. She is very evil towards me. She always says people have problems too; you are not the only one. I can't stand when she says those words. She always compares me, my life, with the world. I always told her to stop, but she always does it; it's so annoying. Please pray that she stops; I'm so tired of it. Instead of focusing on our lives, when I tell about my life and how things are bad, she always does the same thing. Today, I had planned to take her to the movies. I took her a couple of weeks ago, and we had a good time. We were supposed to go after going to get my medications, but since this morning, she gives me a hard time. I just gave up and said, "OK, you don't want to go with me to get my medications, then I guess it means no movies today," and she ignores me, then says yes, then says no, then acts like she wants to go, and then I say, "No, it's OK." If it was a family matter or a family member that would want her to go somewhere with them, she would go; she would run. It shows me I'm not important; they are. What I have to do for my health to continue my scalp treatment is not important to her. Taking her to the movies, a second time, to spend quality time with her, is not important to her. She ruined my life because she gave all her focus on her family. Please pray that she does not continue to destroy my life. She did enough damage. I'm not happy with her; she makes me miserable; she destroys me, my life; she made my life miserable. I am waiting on very important paperwork for so long now; please pray that I find them soon in my mailbox. Pray that I get a positive response only. Pray for me that I meet my true friend, someone that will focus on God and me. Someone that will genuinely sacrifice his life for me, someone that will truly love me forever and always protect me and cherish me. Pray that I meet him soon, my future True Christian husband. Pray that he will always make me happy in all only good ways. Pray that I meet him very soon before the year is over so we can get to know each other slowly. I am supposed to go somewhere soon; I have been to this place last year, but unfortunately, did not meet anyone. Pray that this year I go to this place again and meet my future True Christian husband. If I don't meet him, pray that the person I know in that place, pray that he has the idea to introduce me to someone very special, him, my future True Christian husband.
