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Antonia
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Please pray for my life and my son's is no longer worth living. God used to be with us but has abandoned us for almost four years now. I have never abandoned God all my life. I have served him all
my life and also bringing up my son to do the same but He has gone even as I keep hoping and talking to my son, he does not believe anymore. He thinks God is a fairy tale. I have sought him
more than ever within the past four years and I am still seeking. My prayer everyday now is from Psalm 32, for Him to teach and instruct me the way I should go and guide me with His eyes but yet
no directions. I read the word everyday with Harley, my son but Harley, 14 has given up. He is exhausted. I fast every other week, sometimes for 21 days, 40 days. I catch very little sleep.
Sometimes I wake up as early as 3 am, praying, praising, worshipping but to no avail. Sometimes, I believe, He speaks to me, I follow His instructions but still no results. Right now, I am listening to
praise music. I woke up 3 am this mornig, praying, worshipping, this is my week of fasting and this is pretty much how I live my daily. I don't drink or smoke or party or even have a partner. I got
separated from my husband 13 years ago and i have not had anybody else since then as I have spent my whole years raising my son. God has been there for us but within the past 4 years, life is
worthless. I cry, day in day out, but no help. Ther is just no breakthrough. Please help me and pray for me.
my life and also bringing up my son to do the same but He has gone even as I keep hoping and talking to my son, he does not believe anymore. He thinks God is a fairy tale. I have sought him
more than ever within the past four years and I am still seeking. My prayer everyday now is from Psalm 32, for Him to teach and instruct me the way I should go and guide me with His eyes but yet
no directions. I read the word everyday with Harley, my son but Harley, 14 has given up. He is exhausted. I fast every other week, sometimes for 21 days, 40 days. I catch very little sleep.
Sometimes I wake up as early as 3 am, praying, praising, worshipping but to no avail. Sometimes, I believe, He speaks to me, I follow His instructions but still no results. Right now, I am listening to
praise music. I woke up 3 am this mornig, praying, worshipping, this is my week of fasting and this is pretty much how I live my daily. I don't drink or smoke or party or even have a partner. I got
separated from my husband 13 years ago and i have not had anybody else since then as I have spent my whole years raising my son. God has been there for us but within the past 4 years, life is
worthless. I cry, day in day out, but no help. Ther is just no breakthrough. Please help me and pray for me.
