Emiliano2
Prayer Warrior
My husband has once again left to get drugs. He has been gone since Monday morning, and he was suppose to show up to see his parole officer...but did not. That means he will probably go back to prison. I feel that he no longer cares. I have 5 children and I am currently 11 weeks pregnant. I feel hopeless...and abortion is my only answer. I have asked for guidance...but it all leads to me terminating this pregnancy. I don't know if I will hear from him or not again. I am scared that he might be sleeping around and doing anything to acquire drugs. He had no money when he left. I dont know if its time to move on or to keep hoping that he will change. Before he left he told me some very hurtful things about my body and my appearance. He told me he wanted our unborn child to die. I feel like Im going to go crazy. I feel helpless. I dont know what to do. I wonder constantly when I Am going to hear from him. Please help us by praying for us. Thank you for your prayers.
sara
sara