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Aloneandsad
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my husband of 25 years has left me, he got on drugs real bad for several years.. now he is clean Thank God.. but he left me when he got clean and I don't understand why. I have stood by him, put him in rehab 4 times, prayed for him, loved him.. and then he gets clean, gets back in church, is serving the Lord through music.. but left me when he started living right. I am a Christian and I live right.. I pray and pray and ask God why would He guide my husband to leave now that he is doing right and serving God.. I get no answers from husband or from God. I am hurting, scared, depressed, and in a financial bind because of this. I need lots of prayer, I need a life makeover, need spiritial healing, need friends, I need a better job.. I am also a medical student and need to be able to concertrate in school but I am too sad to think proper. I had a 4.0 gpa for the summer but Its getting harder, and time keeps passing on.. my husband left me 10 mos ago and I need him to come home or atleast give me answers as to why he left me once he got clean andback in God's will.
