My Heart Is Consumed With Hate

[onegirlseekingpeace]

I hate my brother in law. He is once again bringing strife and misery into my family. He is a

miserable human and I hate him. I know that hatred in my heart and mind is the devils' work and

I am praying to God to set my heart and mind free so that I might live the life God intends for

me. He is suing our family for money and if he is allowed to prevail then he will come after my

family to bring us harm and misery. These lawsuits are frivolous and malicious in nature but we are

forced to spend money we don't have defending our family. We do not have the money to pay him and

are tired of him. This man hates his siblings and is jealous of any success they might have in their

lives. I know that I must pray for this man and grant him forgiveness but it's not in me and it might never be and

I don't want this to come between my relationship with God. I am carrying so many emotions right now

that I am damaging my health again. Please Father grant me peace and allow me to lay this burden

at your feet. I can no longer carry this alone. I know I am never alone but I'm never allowed to

be at peace either. It's just more than I can bear. I pray to you in Jesus name and glory. Amen.