My Heart Hurts

[caljea]

Please pray for me. I'm hurting so much. my boyfiend of 2 years recently had a tragedy happen to his only son. yes i'm older than my boyfriend, but that has never been an issue. we have had an up and down relationship and we have managed to find our way back to each other. i'm so insecure because he has kept in contact with his so called x r. she recently added him as a friend on fbook. she will not go on with her life. during the recent tragedy of his son she showed up with all the other x's at the memorial and even went to dinner afterwards. i kept my composure and was quite the lady never showing how i was feeling. miss r just kept on getting up and rushing to his friends, his boss his dad, his uncle's girlfriend with no respect. i sat there at his family's table and did not flinch. i just watched how forward she was.

since his sons death he has been very depressed and i let him be but checking on him letting him know that i am here for him. he has this thing about texting and said i text too much and i sent him a text telling him i love him and miss him deeply. i called and asked how he was and he was very distant and told me that i just don't get it and how i don't listen to him and that i treat him like a child and that i'm selfish and worry about me and not what he wants or needs from me. i was so blown away that i thought my act of kindness was turned into me as being a selfish person who destroyed the relationship.

he then texted me a few minutes later to tell me it was over. yet he can never see his faults.

i'm so hurt to think that no matter what and the two little faults that he complains about i've been there for him through thick and thin. i can't believe that he did not talk to me verbally but sent me a text the same thing that he complains about saying we don't click.

i need prayer. please pray for me. i'm hurting

 

[SinglemomV]

Lord, Intervene and Mend her broken heart Lord, May she start anew with You First Lord, Give her your Strength and courage Lord, Guide her way. May she continue to be patient with her compassion, while he is going through this difficult time Lord, Give him your divine comfort and love, In Jesus Name Amen

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[deborah]

Dear Friend in Christ:

Thank you for being open to share your emotion.

I pray right now with you...so often as we try to help others in their moment of need, they push us away...and at these times all we can do is pray...to grieve encompasses so many emotions and often anger is directed at the people that we love the most.

Dear Lord...please fill this situation with you love and tender guidance...this situation is raw and open, please dear lord bring your tender healing balm to this open wound and guide this dear soul day after day....may all invoved find peace and love as they follow your direction.

We pray in the name of Jesus, Amen.

 

[caljea]

Thank u so so much. I feel God working in this situation right now. U don't know how I feel that I have someone out there that prays along with me through this and has an understanding of what I am going through. U hit the nail on the head. I pray for you and your family as well. God is Good!

Im so overwhelmed right now that someone has actually replied to my reaching out for guidance. This is a great vehicle for prayer here. This is one of the few websites that I have sent request to and someone has actually replied to my need. Thank u so much. May God continue to bless u always. Amen

 

[Gina]

I, too, pray for your situation. I understand how you are feeling and I ask the Father, in the name of Jesus, to speak to you today in a way that leaves no doubt that He is in control of the situation and is longing to heal your hurting heart. I pray for your boyfriend as he deals with his devastating loss and this depression; Father, there is so much hurt and pain here; thank You for being Our Answer, Our Savior, Our Redeemer. IJN Amen