Sweetangel
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Lord, Please give me my health back. My body can't take these nights and my heart can't take missing out on life. I miss my nephew and my family and just sitting out enjoying the weather and swimming. Playing ball; laughing; smiling; hugging; rejoicing; I'm so tired of going to a job of sick people, mentally sick people, drug heads, people dying, families crying and screaming, fighting and swearing. I can't take it anymore and oh how some it's not their fault having a mental disorder and I want to help them and I can't. As well as I understand how that feels living with chronic depression is not fun and it's definitely not my fault. I don't want to be sad a lot. I just don't want to do this anymore. Lord I know why I'm here and I know of all the lessons I needed to learn on this journey and I understand. I have forgiven myself as well as others. I have no grudges and no hatred against anyone. I dislike what people do and people that I work with I dislike how they are with their evil ways but they are people too and I get a long fine with everybody but please take me out of this position once and for all IN A GOOD WAY. Please do not let this go down in a bad way because of today I just can't take going through that again. I have been hurt like this so many times at others jobs to but this one puts the icing on the cake. Please just rid the hatred from all of them and please just make this a very simple move asap. I need my life back. I do feel that you have me here to help my Prince to be able to pick him up in the mornings because you have it worked out perfectly as far as time and distance and of course IM O SO BLESSED TO HAVE HIM BACK IN MY LIFE TO STAY. My dear mother as said she would pick him up in the mornings. So that would be even better I could drop him off every night since i would have a day job. O LORD i don't know what more to ask and pray for I will listen to you and i will meditate with you and I will always love and thank you for ever second of my life. I LOVE IT SO. I ask again Lord IN JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN
