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12nyil
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My grandfather grew up in a Protestant (Lutheran) family.
As a young man, he was converted and baptized in the early Pentecostal movement.
Unfortunately, he got married to an occult lady. They are never divorced and they had four children. One boy ### (###) and three girls: ### (###), ### (###), and ### (###).
Only he died of natural causes when he was ###.
His son, ###, died in a traffic accident in ### when he was ###.
His daughter, ###, died of thrombosis in ###.
His other daughter, ###, died of cancer in ###.
She is my mother.
My father died just before one year on 1. July ###. Reasons: 1 infection (sepsis), 2 blood disease, 3 kidney diseases.
The infection was initiated by a traffic accident.
My mother died when she was ### and my father died when he was ###.
In my opinion, both of them are in heaven.
So, on this side of my family, only my grandmother (###) and her daughter, my aunt ### (###), are living.
I have three cousins:
My aunt ### has one daughter: ### (###).
My aunt, ###'s daughters: ### (###) and ### (###).
### has married.
Everybody is a girl and nobody has got children.
My family
We are three children: two boys: ### (###), ### (###, this is me), and one girl, ### (###).
My brother ### got married in ###. He has three sons: ### (###), ### (###), and ### (###).
These names are very biblical but nobody visits church.
My younger sister is married but she has got no children.
She lives a conscientious Christian life.
I have never had a wife and children.
Recently I had a very special dream.
When I was born, one wolf and one fox wanted to tear me to pieces.
I think they are two demons or two people.
The fox is maybe my aunt ###. She is living but her brother and sisters are dead.
My brother is like a wolf alpha-male.
(The wolf alpha male has only got children!)
There is an inheritance dispute between us.
My brother wants me to renounce my estate.
This is the share of a flat in ###.
Owners of this flat were my parents.
(He believes that my estate is his.)
BUT: ‘House and riches are the inheritance of fathers’ (Pro 19, 14)
‘And ### said to ###, The LORD forbid it me, that I should give the inheritance of my fathers unto thee.’ (1Ki 21, 3)
My brother has been living in his house for 20 years.
This garden house is in another city.
The parents bought this house for him.
But my sister and I haven’t got our flat or house.
I feel myself like I am in a prison. I need possibility in three things:
a.) ministry
b.) marriage
c.) money
Occasionally I fear of death.
When my grandfather’s death happened, I was riding my bicycle and a car hit me nearly.
I and the car were there only, no other person!
It was in this January when I went to visit my grandma and aunt.
Jesus Christ saved me in ###.
I have been looking for the release from this situation since that time. He hates me.
I have been praying for him for many years.
He tried to visit church a lot of times but he is bored by it.
He was Christian but he got married to a woman whose grandmother was a valid magic.
He didn’t seek a Christian girl in the church.
Whether what is the solution?
He is like the young of the cuckoo who wants everything.
I am afraid he will never get up his way of life.
During 20 years, he didn’t choose the way of love instead of rivalry and hatred.
Rather, he terrorizes me, makes me afraid.
As a young man, he was converted and baptized in the early Pentecostal movement.
Unfortunately, he got married to an occult lady. They are never divorced and they had four children. One boy ### (###) and three girls: ### (###), ### (###), and ### (###).
Only he died of natural causes when he was ###.
His son, ###, died in a traffic accident in ### when he was ###.
His daughter, ###, died of thrombosis in ###.
His other daughter, ###, died of cancer in ###.
She is my mother.
My father died just before one year on 1. July ###. Reasons: 1 infection (sepsis), 2 blood disease, 3 kidney diseases.
The infection was initiated by a traffic accident.
My mother died when she was ### and my father died when he was ###.
In my opinion, both of them are in heaven.
So, on this side of my family, only my grandmother (###) and her daughter, my aunt ### (###), are living.
I have three cousins:
My aunt ### has one daughter: ### (###).
My aunt, ###'s daughters: ### (###) and ### (###).
### has married.
Everybody is a girl and nobody has got children.
My family
We are three children: two boys: ### (###), ### (###, this is me), and one girl, ### (###).
My brother ### got married in ###. He has three sons: ### (###), ### (###), and ### (###).
These names are very biblical but nobody visits church.
My younger sister is married but she has got no children.
She lives a conscientious Christian life.
I have never had a wife and children.
Recently I had a very special dream.
When I was born, one wolf and one fox wanted to tear me to pieces.
I think they are two demons or two people.
The fox is maybe my aunt ###. She is living but her brother and sisters are dead.
My brother is like a wolf alpha-male.
(The wolf alpha male has only got children!)
There is an inheritance dispute between us.
My brother wants me to renounce my estate.
This is the share of a flat in ###.
Owners of this flat were my parents.
(He believes that my estate is his.)
BUT: ‘House and riches are the inheritance of fathers’ (Pro 19, 14)
‘And ### said to ###, The LORD forbid it me, that I should give the inheritance of my fathers unto thee.’ (1Ki 21, 3)
My brother has been living in his house for 20 years.
This garden house is in another city.
The parents bought this house for him.
But my sister and I haven’t got our flat or house.
I feel myself like I am in a prison. I need possibility in three things:
a.) ministry
b.) marriage
c.) money
Occasionally I fear of death.
When my grandfather’s death happened, I was riding my bicycle and a car hit me nearly.
I and the car were there only, no other person!
It was in this January when I went to visit my grandma and aunt.
Jesus Christ saved me in ###.
I have been looking for the release from this situation since that time. He hates me.
I have been praying for him for many years.
He tried to visit church a lot of times but he is bored by it.
He was Christian but he got married to a woman whose grandmother was a valid magic.
He didn’t seek a Christian girl in the church.
Whether what is the solution?
He is like the young of the cuckoo who wants everything.
I am afraid he will never get up his way of life.
During 20 years, he didn’t choose the way of love instead of rivalry and hatred.
Rather, he terrorizes me, makes me afraid.
