qwerty
Humble Prayer Partner
Is god with me. I gave my life to him. To follow him to serve him now i need help its been months of praying asking people to pray for me putting in prayer request after prayer request with not the slightest change. Everything seems to be going wrong. I lost all hope all faith. I feel like god let go of me im just barely holding on. I had faith praising him worshiping celebrating a victory guess what no victory. Im sick of fake christians being so blessed while i try to do what scruputure tells me. I had patients its just run out. I know he gave his life away for me to be saved . He also gave it to thr fake christians that are so blessed . He took what i cared about most. then took more and more lost all my friends. At least job got everything and some. I just keep losing. Im lied about taken advantagw of my kindness i turn the other check i ran out of checks. Where is my god the almighty and poweeful that can fix this and heal my broken heart. cant he just take me off this planet . I know he has the power to do anything why doesnt he use it does he hate me for my sins. has he hated me since hes known me in my mothers womb . Im so lost i need a miracle
