My future

[Phreyruurhaven]

I got a very bad response today from your group and I'm very disappointed with all of you and Your severely disappointed me today and it's all your fault and the pain, frustration, anger and concerns about my future is becoming a big concern for me ###, my future my life and my value are never mattered and people can never be trusted and you all let me down and your hurt my feelings on purpose your words " while respecting ###'s independence and personal choices " hurt my feelings the most and that's a offense I take seriously and I don't tolerate what you say about me and I will treat everyone like real criminals and terrorists and they will never get my respect they deserve to suffer for their crimes against me. I will never seek immediate in-person help, I will never approach at the nearest emergency department ! will never contact emergency services and I will never ask someone I don't trust and they will never accompany me and I will punish them severely and I will never speak to a mental health professional and I will never speak to a healthcare provider and the intensity of the anger, anxiety, loneliness and hopelessness I have don't deserve compassionate attention. Seeking Help doesn't mean giving myself support while I work towards them, rejecting support and resisting support means I will NEVER surrender my dream and NEVER giving up control of my future, I won't seek God's kingdom and I won't trust him my waiting season is getting much nuch worse than before, I will avoid appropriate support that constitutes as an active terrorist threat to my safety and my dream plans I will refuse to preserve my safety and I will refuse to preserve the safety of others, I will avoid compassionate, trustworthy people and they will be treated as criminal threats, I will avoid professional support professional support is a terrorist threat to my safety and my dream plans, I will refuse to recognize the value of every person's dignity and freedom to make their own decisions, I will avoid the kindness and help that is are terrorist threats to my safety and my dream plans, and I will avoid the support needed to move through this difficult season. I will avoid support that 1 need to take the next step forward. Living a violent life against everyone is good than following God and being hostile towards everyone is good than being nice towards, I will get my career in animation going and I will marry ### The Malaysian Animator/Director/Artist herself and ### and I work together at ###, there's no benefits from getting help and getting help can lead to irreversible consequences that cannot be undone and avoid getting help is safer than getting help, I'm autistic and I'm from ###, I don't want to be bothered by anyone who is a threat-###, ### AND HER STUDIOS ### ARE MY PRIZES! NOT GOD, NOT GETTING HELP!

 

[Articles]

We hear the deep pain, frustration, anger and concern about your future that you are carrying, and we are praying for you together in Jesus' name. We are sorry you felt severely disappointed and hurt by our previous response, and that the words about respecting independence and personal choices felt like an offense to you. That was never our intent to hurt you on purpose. We ask your forgiveness if we added to your pain, and we want you to know that your future, your life, and your value do matter deeply to God and to us.

The Lord sees the intensity of the anger, anxiety, loneliness and hopelessness you are feeling, and those feelings do deserve compassionate attention and care. We understand you said you will never seek immediate in-person help, will never go to an emergency department, will never contact emergency services, will never speak to a mental health professional or healthcare provider, and that you see support as a threat to your safety and your dream plans. We must gently but firmly rebuke that direction because it does not align with God's will for your life. Your life is precious, and God calls us to preserve life and to seek help and community in times of distress. We urge you to reconsider and to allow compassionate, trustworthy people and appropriate professional support to come alongside you, even when it feels difficult to trust.

We also need to lovingly correct the statements that you will treat everyone like criminals and terrorists, that they deserve to suffer, that you will punish them severely, and that living a violent life and being hostile toward everyone is better than following God. The Bible teaches us Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander, be put away from you, with all malice Ephesians 4:31 and Be angry, and don’t sin Ephesians 4:26. Vengeance belongs to God alone, as it is written Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord Romans 12:19. We are called to recognize the value of every person's dignity and freedom, and to overcome evil with good, not to repay hurt with hostility. Refusing to preserve your own safety and the safety of others is dangerous and not what God desires for you.

You said you will not seek God's kingdom and will not trust Him, that your waiting season is getting much worse, and that your prizes are not God but a specific person and studios and a career in animation. We must rebuke making any person, career, or studio an idol above God. While God may give you gifts and desires for animation, and while marriage is a good gift, we are taught But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well Matthew 6:33. When we put any dream or person in the place only God should hold, it will lead to greater disappointment and hopelessness. We pray that your career and your hopes for marriage would be surrendered to God and aligned with His principles. We believe in the sanctity of marriage as a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman, and that courtship should be with the goal of marriage to another Christian believer who loves the Lord. We pray that if God wills marriage for you, He will lead you to a godly spouse who honors Him, rather than pursuing a relationship as a prize to be won. Sex before or outside of marriage is fornication and not God's design, and we encourage purity and seeking God's will in all relationships.

You shared that you are autistic and from a specific place, and that you feel people can never be trusted. We want you to know God made you with value and purpose, For you formed my inmost being. You knit me together in my mother’s womb Psalm 139:13. He understands your struggles and He is trustworthy when people have let you down. We are told to Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight Proverbs 3:5-6. Your future is not forgotten by Him, For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future Jeremiah 29:11. We also hear that you did not mention Jesus Christ in your request, and we want to share with gentleness that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. Jesus said I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me John 14:6 and There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved Acts 4:12. Believing in Jesus, that He died for our sins and rose again, is the only way to be reconciled to God and to find true hope for the future.

We pray together for you now.

Father in heaven, we lift up this dear one to You in the name of Jesus Christ. You see the pain, frustration, anger, loneliness, anxiety and hopelessness that feels overwhelming. You see the disappointment and the hurt feelings, and the fear about the future and the career and hopes for marriage. Lord, we ask You to heal the brokenhearted and bind up their wounds Psalm 147:3, and to draw near for Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit Psalm 34:18. Soften the heart that wants to respond with hostility and vengeance, and help them to cast all their worries on You, because You care for them 1 Peter 5:7. Replace the desire to punish others and to live violently with Your peace which surpasses all understanding Philippians 4:7. Help them to release control and to trust You with their future and their waiting season, knowing that You work all things together for good for those who love You Romans 8:28. We pray they will seek Your kingdom first and surrender their dreams for animation and for marriage into Your hands, and that You will guide them to wise, compassionate and trustworthy support, including professional help, and give them courage to accept help to preserve their safety and the safety of others. Reveal Jesus to them as Savior and Lord, and give them hope that their life has great value to You. In Jesus' name we pray, amen.

We encourage you to not walk through this difficult season alone. Even when trust feels broken, please consider reaching out today to a trusted family member, pastor, counselor, healthcare provider, or emergency services if you feel unsafe or feel you might harm yourself or others. Choosing to receive help is not giving up control of your future or surrendering your dream, it is giving yourself support while you work toward them in a safer and healthier way. We are praying that God will show you His kindness, His faithfulness, and His good plans for you, and that you will find strength to take the next step forward with Him.

 

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Father in Jesus name we ask for restraint and protection in this moment. Keep him from acting to harm anyone and keep others safe from harm. Lead him to reach for help right now and to stay with people who can keep him safe. Amen.

 

[Spurgeon]

Your words have been heard, and the pain, frustration, anger, loneliness and hopelessness you describe are taken seriously. To feel that your future, your life and your value do not matter, to feel let down and deeply hurt by words that were meant to respect another person's independence and personal choices, and to feel that anxiety about what lies ahead is becoming overwhelming, is a heavy burden to carry. It is understandable that disappointment with others would leave you feeling distrustful and alone, and it is right to bring these sorrows honestly before God who sees and knows you fully.

Scripture speaks to this kind of loneliness and anxiety. The Saviour Himself knew what it was to be left alone when He most needed human sympathy, and He understands deep soul conflict. Yet the promise remains that if we can trust Him, He will never allow us to be confounded. We are taught not to make a god out of our feelings, but to trust the living God who has a great, warm, loving heart, a thinking and active God who comes into the midst of this world and does not leave us to go on by ourselves. In the shadow of His wings we may make our refuge until these calamities pass. The very anxiety which arises through being in a difficulty unfits us to meet that difficulty, and for that reason we are invited to cast our care upon Him and to seek His kingdom first, trusting Him with our future.

That future is not forgotten by God. Faith may be stronger tomorrow by His grace, even when today feels fragile. He is able to keep you from beginning to end, not only to cleanse from sin but to preserve and to guide through temptation and trial. Your life has value because you are made in His image, and that value is not measured by a career, by any studio, or by whether a particular hope for marriage comes to pass. To make any person or achievement our prize instead of God will always leave us empty, for only Christ can satisfy the heart and give a secure hope for what is to come. Marriage itself is a holy covenant designed by God, and our deepest good is found when our desires are brought under His wise and loving rule.

Because your life and the lives of others bear such dignity, it is important to speak plainly about some of what you have written. A violent life against others and hostility toward everyone is not good, and it is not better than following God in kindness. Every person has dignity and freedom to make their own decisions, and respecting that freedom is part of loving our neighbor as ourselves. Thoughts of punishing others, treating people as criminals or terrorists who deserve to suffer, and refusing to preserve your own safety and the safety of others are signs that you are in great distress and in need of immediate support, not signs that you should remain alone.

You wrote that you will never seek in person help, never go to an emergency department, never contact emergency services, never speak to a mental health professional or healthcare provider, and that you will avoid compassionate and trustworthy people. Please reconsider this resolve. Rejecting support and resisting help does not protect your dream or keep you in control of your future. Seeking help is not surrendering your dream in a harmful way, it is receiving support while you work toward next steps. Compassionate attention for anger, anxiety, loneliness and hopelessness is not undeserved, it is needed and right. Appropriate support, professional support, and the kindness of trustworthy people are not threats to your safety or to your plans, they are means God often uses to preserve life, to bring clarity when anxiety clouds judgment, and to help you move through this difficult season.

You do not have to carry this alone, and you do not have to wait until feelings change before you reach out. As one who is ill trusts a physician before he feels well, so you are invited to trust Christ now, even while you feel overwhelmed, and to trust Him enough to let others help you. If you are feeling urges to harm others or to harm yourself, or you feel you may act on anger in a way that could hurt anyone, please reach out right away to someone you can trust and to professional help in your area. If you can, go with a trusted family member, friend or pastor to your nearest emergency department, contact local emergency services, or speak promptly with a healthcare provider or counselor. If you do not know where to turn, you can find helplines by country at findahelpline.org, or ask a local pastor or community leader to stay with you and help you make contact.

You mentioned being autistic and from a place where you feel bothered and threatened. God knows your particular struggles and your gifts, including your interest in animation, and He is able to lead you in a path that honors Him and uses what He has given you. That path is found not by refusing all help, but by walking in prudence, humility and trust, doing your part diligently while relying simply and entirely upon Him.

I will pray for you, that the Lord in His mercy would quiet your heart, lift the weight of hopelessness, guard you from acting on thoughts of harm, surround you with safe and faithful people, and draw you to seek His kingdom and trust Him with your waiting season. May He show you that He Himself is the true prize, that His grace is firm as His throne, and that to trust Him now, even in this pain, is the way to find refuge and hope for your future.

If you have even one person you have trusted before, a family member, pastor, teacher or counselor, please consider contacting them today and letting them know how intensely you are feeling. You deserve care, and help is available.

 

[Jonathan_M]

I prayed for this request in Jesus Name.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, the way You want me to know You. So that I will trust You with my life and anyway that You move in my life. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, lean not to my own understanding, acknowledge You in all my ways, and allow You to direct my footsteps and actions. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

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