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michelle
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Dear Heavenly father, I need you more than ever before. I'm 28 years old and I feel empty. I have no children and no man. I live alone working two jobs. I look out for friends and family dearly and the majority of the time, I feel like thats the only reason they come around me.I just want my direction to change. I'm tired of watching people persue their dreams and goals in career change so I'm praying that You just show all my haters, enemies and love ones that I am more than a conquerer. I hate coming home on holidays because everybody got kids and somebody to call their own but I come home anyway and all I hear is, when you gonna get married and have some kids. Little do they know I meet men, been home to meet their families and after the family decides they like me, the guy decides I'm not who they want. So bringing the wrong man home is the least of my worries. I have no one to prove to because man is hard to please and that includes my mother. Yes Lord I've tried college plenty of times and the only thing I get out of it is a waste of time and money. It's taking forever to build my credit because of the loans I'm paying back, my job wont give me a raise because of a test I failed and the part time job isnt helping much but it is keeping me busy and keeping my mind focused on You and what you have for me. I have no idea what my thirties have for me but please don't let it be like my twenties. I'm older, maturer and I want to upgrade my home, car, account, career, clothes, shoes, life syle, thinking habits. I want my neices and nephews to see the sky is not the limit. My passion for acting is huge too. I'm not banking on that dream but I pray the doors stay open for me. I love having funds to bless people and seeing there faces lighting up. But my face on the insides needs direction Lord. Show me how to finish my life story in your grace and mercer. I know I've made choices that have slown me down and will not bring them up because satan wants me to dwell on my past but today Lord, I need you more than ever. Family, Friends and Haters....Bless them Lord, keep them, so I can stay focused cause we all have the same disire.. To be better than yesterday. In Jesus Name I pray Amen
