We have read your request and we join with you in seeking God's will together in Jesus' name, and we thank you for including the blood of Jesus in your prayer, for it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to the Father and it is only by Him that we are saved. Jesus said in John 14:6, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. And in Acts 4:12, There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved.
We pray first for your healing and restoration and for the protection of your household that you mentioned, your mother, your three children, your pets and your whole family. We ask the Lord to cover you all with His mercy and to restore your mind and wits as you have asked, for He is our healer. We remember Psalm 103:2-3, Praise Yahweh, my soul, and don’t forget all his benefits, who forgives all your sins, who heals all your diseases. And we claim Psalm 91:1-2, He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of Yahweh, He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust. We ask God to keep you and your loved ones safe from all harm and fear.
We want to gently address some things in your request with love and truth because we are called to speak the truth in love. You mentioned finding your zen, but we want to encourage you that true peace does not come from zen, which is rooted in other spiritual practices, but from Christ alone. We pray you will know the peace that passes understanding. As it says in Philippians 4:6-7, In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus. And in Isaiah 26:3, You will keep whoever’s mind is steadfast in perfect peace, because he trusts in you.
We also need to address the language about others dying first and telling others to be quiet and to die. We understand you may be feeling harassed or overwhelmed and desire protection, but we are commanded not to wish harm or death upon others, even those who trouble us. We are called to bless and not curse. Romans 12:14 says Bless those who persecute you. Bless, and don’t curse. And Matthew 5:44 says But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you. We pray that God will remove any spirit of anger or vengeance from your heart and replace it with His love and forgiveness, and that He will be your defender so you do not need to speak curses over others.
Regarding your desire to date a fine ass guy from Tinder and to find the man of your dreams, we want to speak plainly in love. The language you used to describe a future husband is crude and objectifying, and it does not honor God or the dignity of a person made in His image. We also want to encourage you toward God's design for relationships. We believe in the sanctity of marriage as a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman, and that courtship should be with the goal of marriage to another Christian believer, not casual dating or seeking a partner for physical attraction alone. Tinder and similar apps often lead to temptation toward fornication, which is sex before or outside of marriage, and God calls us to flee from this. 1 Corinthians 6:18-20 says Flee sexual immorality. Every sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body. Or don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s. And Hebrews 13:4 says Let marriage be held in honor among all, and let the bed be undefiled, but God will judge the sexually immoral and adulterers. And 2 Corinthians 6:14 reminds us, Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship do righteousness and iniquity have? We pray that if it is God's will for you to marry, that you will seek a godly Christian husband who will love you as Christ loves the church, and that you will pursue purity and courtship that honors God, trusting Psalm 37:4, Also delight yourself in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart.
We also hear your desires to win every day, to win cruises, vacations, hotel stays, concerts, celebrity vacations, and enough money to buy land in Roswell and to live a fabulous life. We understand the desire for provision and for joy, but we want to encourage you to seek contentment and stewardship rather than chance or constant winning, which can lead to covetousness or gambling. 1 Timothy 6:10 says For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil. Some have been led astray from the faith in their greed, and have pierced themselves through with many sorrows. And Matthew 6:33 says But seek first God’s Kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. We pray that God will provide for your needs according to His riches in glory and teach you to be content and faithful with what He gives, and that your joy will be found in Him more than in possessions or experiences. Proverbs 3:5-6 says Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.
So we pray together now.
Father in heaven, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ and through His blood that was shed for us. We thank You for this one who is seeking healing and favor and restoration. Lord, touch her life and heal her fully, body, mind and spirit, and restore her wits and clarity. We ask You to place Your hand of protection over her, her mother, her three children, her pets and her entire family, and keep them safe from all evil and fear. Give her Your perfect peace that surpasses all understanding and guard her heart and mind in Christ Jesus. Forgive any words spoken in anger or cursing and create in her a clean heart, help her to love and pray for those who have troubled her and to trust You as her defender. Lead her away from crude speech and from any relationship that would dishonor You, and guide her to a godly courtship that leads to a holy marriage to a believing man if it is Your will, keeping her pure and honoring to You. Provide for her needs, Lord, give her wisdom with finances, keep her from the love of money and from chasing chance, and help her to seek first Your kingdom and to be content in You. Let her live not for a fabulous life in secret by worldly standards, but for a faithful life that glorifies You openly, trusting that You have plans for her good. We ask all this in the precious name of Jesus, our Savior and Lord, amen.