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Samantha_1109
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I went to church last Sunday for the first time in years. While we all were in the group meeting I felt like God wanted me to go that Night for a reason because that whole conversation seemed meant for me. They were talking about Life and Relationships. That you can’t make someone change.. only God can. Also, they were talking about false teachers. That in order to be a faithful Christian you have to replace your old habits with new ones. So, I thought to myself “Okay, I’m gonna try this.†Easier said than done the next few days Nolan started getting argumentive so I just sit there and took for while and then I tried to talk in a calm voice but nothing I said mattered. The next couple of nights Nolan finally realized I was giving him the cold shoulder. So, he told me he would quit leaving every weekend and quit smoking Marijuana and I believed him. Just like that I gave in that fast and I don’t understand why. I made up my mind I was done with all the deceiving and lying. But, I still fell for it. I want this relationship to be healthy and loving but nothing I do seems to work. It seems to be bringing me down more than it is helping the situation! Please, Pray for me and my family. For me to have the strength and ability to become a christian and for Nolan to reach his full potential as a dad and boyfriend. Thanks!
