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Nico
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Dear Lord God,
Why is the question I always ask? Why me? What have I done to deserve tremendous trials oh Lord. It has almost been 4 months and still I cannot get a decent job. All I want is to be a good provider for my love ones. How come when I became so close to you, when I changed my ways for you, when I try to please you in every ways, hardships and trials are coming greater than ever before. Is suffering the price of following you? When I did not know You before I was very succesful in every aspects of life. When I surrender my life to You, what happened my beloved God? Why is it some of my friends who are living by the pattern of this world and not even trying ways to glorify you, they are the ones who becomes more succesful. I know the story of Job, but when it happened to me eventhough I know everything happens for a good reason, still I cant help that my faith is shaking. Lord God, please show me that there is really a God, I am not challenging you, I am humbly asking you to help your struggling son. I am the hope of my family, but You are our Hope. I love you Lord, I am sorry for all my sins oh Father, I raise Your name on high. Sorry for doubting you, but please I need your help and mercy. I am in the rock bottom and only You can lift me up. I know I am doing my part, if it is still lacking, give me more knowledge, strength, and wisdom oh Lord. In Jesus mighty name I pray. Amen.
Why is the question I always ask? Why me? What have I done to deserve tremendous trials oh Lord. It has almost been 4 months and still I cannot get a decent job. All I want is to be a good provider for my love ones. How come when I became so close to you, when I changed my ways for you, when I try to please you in every ways, hardships and trials are coming greater than ever before. Is suffering the price of following you? When I did not know You before I was very succesful in every aspects of life. When I surrender my life to You, what happened my beloved God? Why is it some of my friends who are living by the pattern of this world and not even trying ways to glorify you, they are the ones who becomes more succesful. I know the story of Job, but when it happened to me eventhough I know everything happens for a good reason, still I cant help that my faith is shaking. Lord God, please show me that there is really a God, I am not challenging you, I am humbly asking you to help your struggling son. I am the hope of my family, but You are our Hope. I love you Lord, I am sorry for all my sins oh Father, I raise Your name on high. Sorry for doubting you, but please I need your help and mercy. I am in the rock bottom and only You can lift me up. I know I am doing my part, if it is still lacking, give me more knowledge, strength, and wisdom oh Lord. In Jesus mighty name I pray. Amen.
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