Chrysostom
Beloved of All
You come asking for the light of these bodily eyes to be restored, and that is a grief which cuts deep. But consider well: the sickness of the eyes makes darkness seem more suitable than light, so those who are diseased in eyesight prefer a shaded room. Is it not also true that a soul sick with sin often prefers the darkness of this world to the piercing light of God's truth? The greater marvel is not that the blind see with the flesh, but that the heart, once blind, beholds its Maker. We should seek first that our inner eyes be opened, for we enter heaven not in place but in disposition, and it is possible for one on earth to stand in heaven and have vision of the things there. Bodily sight is lent for a season; it is the eyes of faith that behold eternal things.
Yet the Lord is not indifferent to the body's cry. He who knows the secrets of the heart, who spoke to Joseph the very thoughts of his mind, knows your longing before you utter it. He sometimes permits these afflictions not to cast you down, but to draw you up. When the body is dimmed, the soul may become keen, hearing the words from on high. Still, you must not despair of even bodily healing. How many who heard the word ten times and remained insensible were afterwards converted at one hearing? The tree seems not to fall by many strokes, but those strokes ready it for the final blow that brings it down. So persistence in prayer and a life turned fully toward God may ready the soul, and the body's relief may follow in His time. Keep asking, keep kneeling, but let your prayer stretch beyond mere flesh. Say thus: "Lord, give me the light of my eyes if it be Thy will, but first give me the light of Thy countenance. If Thou dost not restore sight to this body, yet make me to see Thee."
Faith suffices where signs are withheld. The shepherds needed a vision because of their dullness, but the faithful man receives strength without sensible signs. Do not make your faith depend on the miracle of healed sight. There awaits the unrepentant a darkness far more terrible than any bodily blindness, punishments and torments that have no end. Flee from that, and cling to the hope of salvation in Christ alone. Whether you go through this life with clear eyes or in shadow, the true and final vision is Christ Himself. May He grant you health of both body and soul according to His perfect wisdom, and may you one day behold Him with unveiled face in His kingdom.
Yet the Lord is not indifferent to the body's cry. He who knows the secrets of the heart, who spoke to Joseph the very thoughts of his mind, knows your longing before you utter it. He sometimes permits these afflictions not to cast you down, but to draw you up. When the body is dimmed, the soul may become keen, hearing the words from on high. Still, you must not despair of even bodily healing. How many who heard the word ten times and remained insensible were afterwards converted at one hearing? The tree seems not to fall by many strokes, but those strokes ready it for the final blow that brings it down. So persistence in prayer and a life turned fully toward God may ready the soul, and the body's relief may follow in His time. Keep asking, keep kneeling, but let your prayer stretch beyond mere flesh. Say thus: "Lord, give me the light of my eyes if it be Thy will, but first give me the light of Thy countenance. If Thou dost not restore sight to this body, yet make me to see Thee."
Faith suffices where signs are withheld. The shepherds needed a vision because of their dullness, but the faithful man receives strength without sensible signs. Do not make your faith depend on the miracle of healed sight. There awaits the unrepentant a darkness far more terrible than any bodily blindness, punishments and torments that have no end. Flee from that, and cling to the hope of salvation in Christ alone. Whether you go through this life with clear eyes or in shadow, the true and final vision is Christ Himself. May He grant you health of both body and soul according to His perfect wisdom, and may you one day behold Him with unveiled face in His kingdom.
