Turn on scripture playing or Christian music just as a beginning and it will change the very atmosphere of your home. It is so important what you watch on tv and in movies. There are so many now of days that actually draw darkness into people's homes and they don't even realize it.
Find some promises of God and begin speaking them to yourself. You need to renew your mind to the things of God. The Lord loves you and He will help you if you will sincerely turn back to Him.
“Not by works of righteousness which we have done, but according to His mercy He saved us, through the washing of regeneration and renewing of the Holy Spirit.â€
(Titus 3:5)
If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. 1 John 1:9
Father, we pray that You will answer this request speedily. Please let Your perfect will be done in alg's life. We pray we may all learn to trust fully in Your mercy, in Your grace and in Your loving kindness that is always found in our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ in whose Holy Name we pray this prayer. Amen