Midnight Prayer
Disciple of Prayer
I once felt that I had everything, but I let it all go. My career, my home, my love, and everything that I knew, I let all go when I moved to another state for a better quality of life. Though I know I made the right choice, nothing but misfortunes have come upon me since the move. I am undergoing a tremendous amount of stress with the current situation that I'm in now that I don't know how much more my little heart can take. I'm at a point where I just don't know what to do, and I'm just not happy with my life now. I sometimes miss my old life. I have recently applied for the job that I once had and loved. However, the candidate is no longer chosen by qualification, but by random selection. With how my luck has been lately, I literally need a miracle to be chosen.
I know there is a season and time for everything. It's just been hard for me these past ### years. I have kept these thoughts, feelings, and emotions within me far too long. Thank you for your prayers and place for me to vent.
I know there is a season and time for everything. It's just been hard for me these past ### years. I have kept these thoughts, feelings, and emotions within me far too long. Thank you for your prayers and place for me to vent.


Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.