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Lord I know you are with me for I can feel your presence and the power of your Holy Ghost. Lord I'm lonely and as you know lonely ness is no fun hurt fullness a no fun as well. I know now that being alone is your will and there is nothing I can do to stop that. I will be alone for now and now on. I will never see my hearts desires come to pass or any of my dreams come true. For it is not your will for me . Lord I don't want to be alone but I know you want me to be and alone I will stay for that is how you created me. Lord I'm discouraged and hurt and im so heart broken. My dreams are shattered I have numb left to look forward to. Lord I'm hurt down hear on earth. I may never have a friend or a spouse or anyone to ever talk to in my time hear on earth. I may never have that. But lord I'm thankfull I have you. And I know I will never know what it's like to be alone and lonely up there in heaven. I'll have friends in heaven. Friends lord like iv wanted down hear on earth but is not your will. Everyone in heaven will be my friend. I'll have forever to talk to them to be able to smile and laugh with them to be able to hang out with them just as I desire to do down hear on earth but is not your will. I'll never be lonely up there or descouraged lord. For everyone in heaven will be my friend. Up there I will have my hearts desires but down hear on earth I will not. Iv cried many many tears lord and iv cried so much today because I know that as long as I'm ear on earth I'll be alone. I will never have a friend or a spouse. I'll always be alone and lonely. But it brought comfort to me to know today lord that I wouldn't be alone or lonely in heaven that everyone up there would be my friend. Lord touch me I need your touch lord as I feel with being alone. And never trying again. Thank you lord for being with me. In Jesus name. Amen.