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Lord I know you are with me for I can feel your presence and the power of your Holy Ghost. Lord I'm lonely and as you know loneliness is no fun hurtfulness is no fun as well. I know now that being alone is your will and there is nothing I can do to stop that. I will be alone for now and on. I will never see my heart's desires come to pass or any of my dreams come true. For it is not your will for me. Lord I don't want to be alone but I know you want me to be and alone I will stay for that is how you created me. Lord I'm discouraged and hurt and I'm so heartbroken. My dreams are shattered I have none left to look forward to. Lord I'm hurt down here on earth. I may never have a friend or a spouse or anyone to ever talk to in my time here on earth. I may never have that. But lord I'm thankful I have you. And I know I will never know what it's like to be alone and lonely up there in heaven. I'll have friends in heaven. Friends lord like I've wanted down here on earth but it is not your will. Everyone in heaven will be my friend. Up there I will have my heart's desires but down here on earth I will not. I've cried many many tears lord and I've cried so much today because I know that as long as I'm here on earth I'll be alone. I will never have a friend or a spouse. I'll always be alone and lonely. But it brought comfort to me to know today lord that I wouldn't be alone or lonely in heaven that everyone up there would be my friend. Lord touch me I need your touch lord as I feel with being alone. And never trying again. Thank you lord for being with me. In Jesus name. Amen.
