We join with you in agreement for the focus, discipline, consistency and intensity you are seeking, both for your training and for your walk with the Lord, and we thank you for your honesty about the financial struggles and disappointments you have faced.
We hear your desire to be disciplined in reading the Bible and in prayer morning and evening and whenever you eat and train, and this is a godly desire that honors the Lord. The Word tells us This book of the law shall not depart from your mouth, but you shall meditate on it day and night, that you may observe to do according to all that is written therein for then you shall make your way prosperous, and then you shall have good success Joshua 1:8. We also see the example of Daniel who knelt on his knees three times a day, and prayed, and gave thanks before his God Daniel 6:10 and the psalmist who says Evening, morning, and at noon, I will cry out aloud and he will hear my voice Psalm 55:17. God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control 2 Timothy 1:7, and we pray He will strengthen you to run with discipline, for everyone who competes in the games exercises self-control in all things 1 Corinthians 9:25. Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord, and not for men Colossians 3:23.
We also want to lovingly address what you shared about buying a lot of lottery tickets hoping to win. We understand you have been scammed, have worked long hours sometimes more than 24 hours just to have nothing, have made bad choices thinking they were right, and you do not want to take loans or borrow from people, and you feel you cannot work. We have compassion for that pain and exhaustion, and we do not take it lightly. It is true that all money belongs to God, for the earth is the Lord's, with its fullness Psalm 24:1 and The silver is mine, and the gold is mine, says Yahweh of Armies Haggai 2:8, but because it is His, He calls us to be faithful stewards of it, not to seek it through chance or gambling.
The Scripture warns us about seeking quick wealth and loving money. Wealth gained dishonestly dwindles away, but he who gathers by hand makes it grow Proverbs 13:11. For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil 1 Timothy 6:10. The plans of the diligent surely lead to profit and everyone who is hasty surely rushes to poverty Proverbs 21:5. The lottery is built on coveting gain without labor and on chance, rather than on diligent stewardship and trust in God's provision. We gently rebuke the practice of relying on the lottery as a source of hope, because it can feed greed and disappointment and take the place of trusting the Lord. We also encourage you regarding work and provision. The Word says If anyone is not willing to work, neither let him eat 2 Thessalonians 3:10, yet we recognize there are seasons where a person truly cannot work due to health or circumstance, and God sees that. If you are able to work in any capacity, even small faithful labor, God honors it. If you are truly unable, we encourage you to seek godly counsel, the help of the local church, and honest community support rather than the uncertainty of gambling. God's Word also says Keep your life free from the love of money, and be content with what you have, for he has said, I will in no way leave you, nor in any way forsake you Hebrews 13:5 and But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness and all these things will be added to you Matthew 6:33. Owing no one anything except to love one another Romans 13:8 is wise, so your desire to avoid debt is understandable, but the answer is not chance, it is contentment and faithful dependence on the Lord who provides.
We also noticed your request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ, and we want to share with you that it is only through Him that we have access to God and that our prayers are heard. Jesus said I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me John 14:6. There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved Acts 4:12. If you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved Romans 10:9. We encourage you to place your full trust in Jesus for forgiveness, for daily strength, and for provision, bringing every need to Him rather than to luck.
We pray together now for you.
Father in heaven, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ Your Son and we lift up this one who is asking for strength. Lord we ask You to grant focus, discipline, consistency and intensity for both physical training and for spiritual discipline. Help this dear one to establish steady times of prayer morning and evening and to hunger for Your Word daily. Give a spirit of self control and endurance and help every habit to be done for Your glory. Heal the wounds from being scammed and from long hours of labor that seemed to come to nothing. Comfort the heart that has made bad choices and bring wisdom to make godly choices going forward. Forgive any reliance on the lottery or on the love of quick gain and teach faithful stewardship, contentment and trust in Your provision. Where work is possible, open doors for honest, dignified labor and where work is truly not possible, provide through Your people and Your mercy and guide to wise and safe help. Lead away from gambling and from despair and draw this heart to fully trust in Jesus as Savior and Lord. May Your will be done and may You be glorified in this life. We ask all this in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, amen.