Rulelsa
Disciple of Prayer
Morning, my name is Mrs ###, from ###, I have gone to many places, but nothing is fine about my life, nothing, as I am writing, I am no longer working, I lost my job in December 2020 as a Credit manager, at ###, I need deliverance seriously. When I got a job, I easily got promoted, and easily messed up my job. I worked for 4 years, previous job 4 years, also I messed up. And later ask myself why I did that. Since I got married in 1997, I have never been happy at all, the people I love most are the ones hurting me. The people I help are the ones who turn against me, and I am not appreciated at all, nor respected, I ask myself what should I do, my marriage is worse, when we go to a man of God, on our way back, with my husband, we will argue more than anything else. If I am the problem, what should I do now, I have visited many powerful men of God, but to me, it's sadness, and regret because going to them I borrowed money and now left with too much debt, that's why I left my job, it was making me worse, as I borrowed and failed to pay people. I need help because I cannot even sleep, I don't even want to go to any church, I have gone to all in and outside ###. I feel lost, but inside my heart I know that Jesus loves me, I once saw him in a dream, he said he loves me, and I asked him when are you coming back, he said tomorrow. Last week, I had a dream, I saw a certain man of God, prophesying to people, but when he comes to me, he said read Genesis 5 and left me. I need prophecy, to be told where I went wrong and what I should do, I love God so much in my heart. As I am speaking, I am expecting summons from the people I owe, I don't have anything to pay them, my trust is in God, I surrender all to him, that His will be done. I once went to ### in 2013, came back the same, I went to ### on Friday, when I came back, my money was stolen, inside the flat where I slept, 6th floor, I was insulted after I reported by an Evangelist, saying I am saying there are thieves in the church, I was so hurt, regretted why I went there for 9 days, it was like I was the bad person and my money was stolen, just being open, I need help please, nothing is left for me, even my marriage is on and off, I don't want spiritualists as we went to 1 last month, still no hope, why should I suffer for a long time.
