Mockery and Low Expectations Narrative

Mambojumbo

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Before I talk about this subject, I just want to say that I was born in France on August 29, 1981; when I left France in 1984 and moved to the Congo with my father and my "biological" mother, a woman who has always been a negative influence in my life - I had the French citizenship, while living in the Congo, I was never a Congolese citizen until 1995 when my father and my adoptive mother moved to South Africa; that's when I got the Congolese citizenship. I was resentful and angry at my dad for refusing to receive the French citizenship, while he was studying and working in France - I am still mad at him for it. When I was a child, at the age of four, in Brazzaville, I was sexually molested by my youngest biological maternal aunt. My biological mother and her family members saw me as a derp face and mentally retarded. On my father's side, many of my dad's cousins also saw me as a derp face; at the age of five, they wanted me dead and they wanted a car to run me over. My dad was crying for me; he did not understand why many of his family members bullied me. My cousins on both my biological mother and my father's side bullied me and saw me as a derp face. My biological mother was physically abusive, mentally and emotionally abusive towards me. My dad himself was also at times very violent towards me. When my dad divorced my biological mother in 1989, I was very happy that she left. When my dad married another woman from the DR.Congo - who is now my mom, not my "stepmother", I felt that God finally blessed me with a mother that I have always desired. My "stepmom" has been more of a mother to me than my biological mother could ever be; God bless her. I didn't feel home in the Congo, between 1992 to 1995, even though it is my country of origin.

When we came to Denmark, 19 years ago, we came as refugees and we all had the Congolese citizenship. I have never told my parents that I was sexually abused when we were in the Congo. When I told my parents that I was sexually abused, my mom was mad at the abuser(my biological maternal aunt), while my dad never believed me. I resented my dad for making a choice to deny himself the French citizenship. In Denmark, many Danes had low expectations narrative towards me and my ability to do things; some even had low expectations narrative when it came to my intelligence. Professionally, many Danish companies had low expectations narrative about my ability to be efficient. For the last 18,5 years, I have never felt home in Denmark; most of my experiences with the Danes have been painful and most of the Danes that I have encountered have been racially insensitive to me and other communities of color. I have never felt Danish; I have always felt French or French-Congolese, I have always wanted my French citizenship back; now, I am powerless to do anything.

Whenever I am trying to live my dreams, my dad always criticizes me, even behind my back to other Africans; when I was in my twenties, my mom criticized me for not dating, even to other Africans who never had our family's best intentions. Some of her family members criticized me for the same reasons; some have spoken ill of me and my siblings in both South Africa and Denmark. Now, there are many people who are who are making fun of me behind my back; they are mocking me and saying nasty things about me. Most of the Danish firms have low expectations narrative towards me and my abilities; they even question my intellect. I cannot take this anymore; I was never a Dane, to begin with. Even if I have the Danish citizenship, I don't see myself as a Dane. I pray for the opportunity to get the French citizenship again. I admit that this story hurts me a lot, but I am under God's care.
 
Praying with and for you in Jesus.

We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

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There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!

Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.

Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.

I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.

Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.

Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.

Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.

Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.

Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.

Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.
 

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