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Carla Sue Ford
Guest
RE: Mixed emotions about my life.
God blessed me with an idea to start my own business again. Yet, I do not have any money to make the vision operate effectively. Therefore, after taking a huge loss (over $3500.00) I had to stop working the vision and take another job. This vision can work but I was really not getting the cooperation or right connections to make it happen. Not only that, several people stole my idea and profitted for themselves. I now work for a man way younger than me who has the audacity to treat me as if I can't run operate a business. While trying to get the vision moving God imparted all of the ideas for the business I was trying to operate, and because it was God inspired (the designs, the general construction and layout of the business operations, advertising etc.)
My mixed emotions are the anger, because this idea was God inspired and God used me as the vessel. Yet, others are trying to take the credit for what God is doing.
I don't want to work for someone else helping them to build their accounts when I know God can get accounts for me in Conference Visions (a God driven comopany).
I am upset that I did not get the cooperation from the people who I thought would help being sold out, holy ghost filled, anointed, and saved people. This vision is intended to help ministries and other people get their lives, emotions, and families together. Yet, I have very little support even emotionally.
Mixed emotions: What is God doing with my life? The vision he gave can work for several ministries small and mega.
Mixed emotions: Why am I teaching in a basically selling position? If God wanted me to teach, then he would have blessed me to pass the test to be teacher certified. Don't get me wrong, but I love teaching. I just know that I can also make a successful business woman as well.
Pray that God reveals His ultimate will for my life. It is miserable to live a life not knowing why you are here on earth. I desire to live on purpose. I desire to live each day in the will of God knowing that what I do lines up with God's perfect will for my life. It can't be to make sales calls for someone elses business, while letting a God driven business go under. It can't be to teach for one hour if God really wants me to teach, it will be to support my household, and not just for one hour.
God blessed me with an idea to start my own business again. Yet, I do not have any money to make the vision operate effectively. Therefore, after taking a huge loss (over $3500.00) I had to stop working the vision and take another job. This vision can work but I was really not getting the cooperation or right connections to make it happen. Not only that, several people stole my idea and profitted for themselves. I now work for a man way younger than me who has the audacity to treat me as if I can't run operate a business. While trying to get the vision moving God imparted all of the ideas for the business I was trying to operate, and because it was God inspired (the designs, the general construction and layout of the business operations, advertising etc.)
My mixed emotions are the anger, because this idea was God inspired and God used me as the vessel. Yet, others are trying to take the credit for what God is doing.
I don't want to work for someone else helping them to build their accounts when I know God can get accounts for me in Conference Visions (a God driven comopany).
I am upset that I did not get the cooperation from the people who I thought would help being sold out, holy ghost filled, anointed, and saved people. This vision is intended to help ministries and other people get their lives, emotions, and families together. Yet, I have very little support even emotionally.
Mixed emotions: What is God doing with my life? The vision he gave can work for several ministries small and mega.
Mixed emotions: Why am I teaching in a basically selling position? If God wanted me to teach, then he would have blessed me to pass the test to be teacher certified. Don't get me wrong, but I love teaching. I just know that I can also make a successful business woman as well.
Pray that God reveals His ultimate will for my life. It is miserable to live a life not knowing why you are here on earth. I desire to live on purpose. I desire to live each day in the will of God knowing that what I do lines up with God's perfect will for my life. It can't be to make sales calls for someone elses business, while letting a God driven business go under. It can't be to teach for one hour if God really wants me to teach, it will be to support my household, and not just for one hour.
