Dear Nancy, He is also dying of your closeness and grace.But you always changing your mind every day.in the morning you ask LORD to restore our marriage and wants salvation in the evening.My dear Please have patience.I pray GOD to give cool peace in your heart in the name of Jesus.I told I am ready to baptise myself to get Holy communion from THE LORD and I will obey you as you are introducing me into your Christ.Please forgive me that if any I had spoken or written about you or your faith.Please always talk to me any thing as per scripture.You also please love and give little bit respect ,if you wish(sorry).I had already submitted to you in all means you please note.As an average women you tell me all things incl sleeping with her.I am not interested in her in any way or any time or NEVER.I think you can discuss in your church that any other formalities we have to follow ,we have to compile them. SO You please be cool and have sigh of relief of our problems including our children future.I am very thankful to our LORD to submit my sincere love to beloved wife.Please try understand me along with your current problems also. Don't take ANY URGENT/HASTE DECEcSIONS IN OUR FAMILY RELATIONSHIP which was a decided matter we have to reunite with our children pending on my receiving HS by taking Holy communion.I will also practice to read BIBLE .You also please send news letter on GOD's message.Please write now what should steps I have to take to come to your faith with immediate effect.Trigger is with you ,for that you have to guide me as you are a believer.Dear ,Please will forgive me for all misdeeds or hurts in the past either in physical or mentally subjected to you by me.