We have heard your heart and we are lifting you up together before the Father in Jesus' name, asking for His will to be made clear in your life. We hear your confusion and sadness, and we want you to know that you are seen and deeply loved by God, even in this season when you feel you have lost your spark after trauma and bullying. He has not forgotten you and He is not distant from your pain.
The Word tells us that your life has profound purpose because you were intentionally created by God. Psalm 139:14 says you are fearfully and wonderfully made, and Ephesians 2:10 says we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared before that we would walk in them. Jeremiah 29:11 reminds us, For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future. Your purpose is not something you have to invent on your own, it is something God has already woven into who you are, and it is discovered as you draw near to Him.
We understand how trauma and bullying can leave wounds that make it hard to see that purpose. The Lord is tender toward those wounds. Psalm 34:18 says Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. Isaiah 41:10 says Don’t you be afraid, for I am with you. Don’t be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness. What others meant for harm, God can redeem and use for good as you heal, for Romans 8:28 assures us that we know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose.
If you are asking what you should do to find your way, we encourage you together to seek God Himself first, before seeking answers. Matthew 6:33 says But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well. Proverbs 3:5-6 says Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. Make time each day to pray honestly and to read His Word, even a little at a time, asking Him to speak to you. Jeremiah 33:3 says Call to me, and I will answer you, and will show you great things, and difficult, which you don’t know. We also encourage you to not walk alone, find a Bible believing church where you can fellowship, worship, and receive godly counsel, and consider speaking with a trusted Christian counselor or pastor who can help you process the trauma in a safe and biblical way. As you seek Him, begin to serve others with the gifts you have, even in small ways, for purpose often becomes clearer as we give ourselves in love to God and to others.
We noticed your request did not mention the name of Jesus, and we want to share lovingly that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God and can truly know His purpose and receive His healing. John 14:6 says Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. Acts 4:12 says There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved. If you have not yet put your trust in Jesus Christ as your Savior, we encourage you to confess that you need Him, believe that He died for your sins and rose again, and invite Him to be Lord of your life. It is through Him that we are forgiven, made new, and brought into the very purpose for which we were created.
We pray together for you now.
Father in heaven, we lift this dear one to You in the name of Jesus Christ. You know every tear, every wound from trauma and bullying, every moment of confusion and sadness. We ask You to reveal Yourself as near and as Father, to heal the brokenheartedness and to restore joy and hope. Lord, show this precious life the purpose You have ordained, open eyes to see how fearfully and wonderfully made they are, and guide each step according to Your perfect will. Give wisdom, peace that surpasses understanding, and answers in Your timing and in Your Word. Draw them into a deeper relationship with Jesus, that they may know Your love and walk in the good works You prepared for them. Strengthen them, uphold them, and let Your light bring back the spark that has felt lost. We ask this in Jesus’ name, amen.
We encourage you to keep seeking and keep asking, for God is faithful to answer. He will lead you one step at a time as you trust Him, and we are continuing to pray that you will find clarity, healing, and the confident hope of His calling on your life.