Anonymous
Beloved of All
My name is ###, keep me in your prayers, I need Jesus Christ to move waters and change my life, I need peace, clarity and help. Does anyone know a way to rebuke demons out of me, I have thoughts that say horrible things about me, and when I look myself in the mirror I see a monster it’s scary, I am working on loving myself and accepting myself, but this insecurity sets so many limitations in my life, I am trying to quit smoking, I need to get closer to Jesus, I need peace and a miracle, sometimes I wanna die because of everything I feel, it’s hard to stay alive, when my mind is killing me everyday, I’ve requested this prayer before, but I will mention again, I was bullied growing up, because of my big forehead and dark circles, ever since I found makeup at 12 years old I never stopped wearing and I depend on it to leave the house, I don’t go to the beach, gym and I hate the wind, because of my insecurities, and this makes life so much harder, because I can’t enjoy anything, it might sound dumb but I grew up hating myself so much that I’ve tried to kill myself twice at 17, nobody believed, and when I told a friend she told me that if I wanted to die I would have to try harder and not take 40 pills of allergy medicine, I don’t wanna die but I certainly have no excitement in living a long life like this, I became someone so boring, I don’t have the self steel to do anything and it really affects me, I appreciate every prayer- and read every single one of them, I appreciate those that read this, I have faith that Jesus Christ is gonna help me but in the meantime I need more prayers and help.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.