DogofGod
Humble Servant of All
I cry my heart to you Lord,
I expect you to listen,
like a loving father would,
but sometimes I doubt,
do you even care,
then I glance on the bloodstained cross,
and tears spring to my eyes;
how awesome is your love,
your love is like river Lord,
your love is a spring in dessert,
and it always restores my soul,
I love you Jesus Christ,
Redeemer of my soul.
Lord you know I love that woman. I have never felt this way toward anyone else. I am really devoted to her, Lord if you see me being evil or selfish in heart in this please kill me on the spot. But if you see me being sincere then please solve this matter as you see good. Please solve this because it's evident that we are at least going to work together and that won't be possible if this situation continues. I am tired Lord. You also know she feels good around me and has great time with me but doesn't want anything more than friendship. I understand and accept that but I still feel bad and sad
Is the fault on me? What is wrong in me? If it's about me please help me to change. Have I been too kind? I have tried all I can figure out and I have told her what I feel. Tried to be romantic and all that but I can't change this with my action Lord. Only you can change this. Help me to get away from friend-zone Lord if that is your will. How could anyone love man like me? Is it in vain to love her? Is love in vain? Is there something wrong in love? Have you lost your mind Lord? (Forgive me for being so rude and asking that ))
If this is about some sin of mine Lord then help me to get rid of those sin's. I announce to you my arrogance, not being thankful and being angry and not loving. I announce to you that I have been doubting and I am almost losing my faith in you. I announce that I have made blasphemy of you by asking have you lost you mind? I announce you that I have been lazy and disobedient Lord. I announce to you I have been lustful and selfish. I announce to you that I have overly judged others while not being any better myself. I announce I have been proud. I announce that I have failed. I announce to you I have tried too much on my own power. I announce I have been jealous. I announce that I have been lying and cheating. I announce to you I have been self seeking bastard who is not even worthy to come before you. Forgive me Lord and shape me to be the man you want me to be. Help me to start doing good deeds and being more thankful of what I have. Help not be selfish but loving and caring. Broke me into pieces if you want but please hear me in this matter. Hear me when I say I love her and want to be her spouse. Lord please change her heart and let us bring glory to you together. Or if you want me to be just friend to her then show me that and allow me to find someone else, still I am reluctant to believe that all prayer, persistence and faith in this matter would be just thrown away. Lord I have strong faith that you are going to do miracle and change her heart? Confirm my faith and strengthen me. Help me to grow to be better man.
Lord hear the word's said in this video.
You know I wish I could say and be all those things to her once, if you are willing Lord. Please guide my heart in this matter. Keep my faith firm and guide me Lord. I thank you in the name of Jesus Christ. I believe help me in my unbelief. Lord please give me persistence to pray for this, until this matter is resolved, one way or the another, remembering the parable of unjust judge from Luke 18:1-18 (I) You know Jesus told them a story showing that it was necessary for them to pray consistently and never quit. He said, "There was once a judge in some city who never gave God a thought and cared nothing for people. A widow in that city kept after him: 'My rights are being violated. Protect me!' He never gave her the time of day. But after this went on and on he said to himself, 'I care nothing what God thinks, even less what people think. But because this widow won't quit badgering me, I'd better do something and see that she gets justice—otherwise I'm going to end up beaten black-and-blue by her pounding.' " Then the Master said, "Do you hear what that judge, corrupt as he is, is saying? So what makes you think God won't step in and work justice for his chosen people, who continue to cry out for help? Won't he stick up for them? I assure you, he will. He will not drag his feet. But how much of that kind of persistent faith will the Son of Man find on the earth when he returns?"[/I] ) And also Psalm 37:4 Delight thyself also in the Lord: and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart.) Help me Lord to choose right words and right deeds in this situation and in all of my life. Help me to wish and against the doubt that lingers in my mind and instead to trust in you in faith. Help me to silence the voice of the enemy that says; It's no use to pray and there is no miracle coming. Help me Lord I believe, help me in my unbelief. Psalm 102:1-5 (Hear my prayer, O Lord, and let my cry come unto thee. Hide not thy face from me in the day when I am in trouble; incline thine ear unto me: in the day when I call answer me speedily. For my days are consumed like smoke, and my bones are burned as an hearth. My heart is smitten, and withered like grass; so that I forget to eat my bread. By reason of the voice of my groaning my bones cleave to my skin ).Psalm 102:17 He shall have regarded the prayer of those who are alone and destitute and not despised their prayer.) Lord Help,
You know Lord how much I and how desperate I have prayed for this. You know how many tears I have cried for this. You know my feelings of loneliness Jesus. You know the tears I have cried for this, you know I really care for her. If I am being arrogant, self seeking or wrong-minded in this please burn me in this place and let death take me. But if you see me being sincere in this then please Help me. Help me to withstand the the doubt's and keep persistent in prayer. Proverbs 19:14 (House and land are handed down from parents, but a congenial spouse comes straight from God) May things go according to your will Jesus.
Lord if you want me to let go and find someone else then show it to me. But I am reluctant to believe that you would lead your servant into another disappointment in this. If you want me to continue persisting and having faith that she is the one and you will lead us together then give me the strength to do that. Voices of doubt tell me to give in. They tell me that there is no miracle coming just another disappointment. But I refuse to believe that, I don't believe in God who let's his servant's persistence and faith to go in vain. If a unjust judge can give a right judgment to a widow then surely our heavenly father will judge us right and give us what we ask from him in Jesus name. I don't believe in God who lead's his servant's to disappointment. I believe in God who heals and answers our prayers for it is written: "I tell you the truth, anyone who believes in me will do the same works I have done, and even greater works, because I am going to be with the Father. You can ask for anything in my name, and I will do it, so that the Son can bring glory to the Father. Yes, ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it! (John. 14:12-14.) In the name of Jesus I pray, Amen.
I expect you to listen,
like a loving father would,
but sometimes I doubt,
do you even care,
then I glance on the bloodstained cross,
and tears spring to my eyes;
how awesome is your love,
your love is like river Lord,
your love is a spring in dessert,
and it always restores my soul,
I love you Jesus Christ,
Redeemer of my soul.
Lord you know I love that woman. I have never felt this way toward anyone else. I am really devoted to her, Lord if you see me being evil or selfish in heart in this please kill me on the spot. But if you see me being sincere then please solve this matter as you see good. Please solve this because it's evident that we are at least going to work together and that won't be possible if this situation continues. I am tired Lord. You also know she feels good around me and has great time with me but doesn't want anything more than friendship. I understand and accept that but I still feel bad and sad
Is the fault on me? What is wrong in me? If it's about me please help me to change. Have I been too kind? I have tried all I can figure out and I have told her what I feel. Tried to be romantic and all that but I can't change this with my action Lord. Only you can change this. Help me to get away from friend-zone Lord if that is your will. How could anyone love man like me? Is it in vain to love her? Is love in vain? Is there something wrong in love? Have you lost your mind Lord? (Forgive me for being so rude and asking that ))If this is about some sin of mine Lord then help me to get rid of those sin's. I announce to you my arrogance, not being thankful and being angry and not loving. I announce to you that I have been doubting and I am almost losing my faith in you. I announce that I have made blasphemy of you by asking have you lost you mind? I announce you that I have been lazy and disobedient Lord. I announce to you I have been lustful and selfish. I announce to you that I have overly judged others while not being any better myself. I announce I have been proud. I announce that I have failed. I announce to you I have tried too much on my own power. I announce I have been jealous. I announce that I have been lying and cheating. I announce to you I have been self seeking bastard who is not even worthy to come before you. Forgive me Lord and shape me to be the man you want me to be. Help me to start doing good deeds and being more thankful of what I have. Help not be selfish but loving and caring. Broke me into pieces if you want but please hear me in this matter. Hear me when I say I love her and want to be her spouse. Lord please change her heart and let us bring glory to you together. Or if you want me to be just friend to her then show me that and allow me to find someone else, still I am reluctant to believe that all prayer, persistence and faith in this matter would be just thrown away. Lord I have strong faith that you are going to do miracle and change her heart? Confirm my faith and strengthen me. Help me to grow to be better man.
Lord hear the word's said in this video.
You know Lord how much I and how desperate I have prayed for this. You know how many tears I have cried for this. You know my feelings of loneliness Jesus. You know the tears I have cried for this, you know I really care for her. If I am being arrogant, self seeking or wrong-minded in this please burn me in this place and let death take me. But if you see me being sincere in this then please Help me. Help me to withstand the the doubt's and keep persistent in prayer. Proverbs 19:14 (House and land are handed down from parents, but a congenial spouse comes straight from God) May things go according to your will Jesus.
Lord if you want me to let go and find someone else then show it to me. But I am reluctant to believe that you would lead your servant into another disappointment in this. If you want me to continue persisting and having faith that she is the one and you will lead us together then give me the strength to do that. Voices of doubt tell me to give in. They tell me that there is no miracle coming just another disappointment. But I refuse to believe that, I don't believe in God who let's his servant's persistence and faith to go in vain. If a unjust judge can give a right judgment to a widow then surely our heavenly father will judge us right and give us what we ask from him in Jesus name. I don't believe in God who lead's his servant's to disappointment. I believe in God who heals and answers our prayers for it is written: "I tell you the truth, anyone who believes in me will do the same works I have done, and even greater works, because I am going to be with the Father. You can ask for anything in my name, and I will do it, so that the Son can bring glory to the Father. Yes, ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it! (John. 14:12-14.) In the name of Jesus I pray, Amen.
