Anonymous
Beloved of All
Hello Beloved
i need prayers my life is such messed up as results i no longer confide to my Pastor i feel im annoying or always have problems , its been whole 3 years my llife like this
i used to have everything cars, houses, money , but truth is i did not know GOD then
Year 2012 i became saved , yes i keep falling of wagon because i feel like my prayers are not being considered , i pray , i fast , i evangelise but things instead are going from
bad to worse
this year its worse , on top im hiv + my family dont know that , i stoped taking treatment because it makes me sick , im broke i cant find jobs , im qualified teacher its been 15years now
now im self employed i do get piece by piece jobs but everything goes to rent ,
and now im being kicked out of the place im renting reason i dont know , i found another place unfortunately i was scammed of my last money it seems the person i rented too is scammer doest even have the place im renting too and now he disapeared with my money
im stressed there is no food next week we must move but i dont know where as i dont have any money now
my bussiness card are everywhere inorder to get jobs but people keep promising but disapear
im even thinking of committing suicide , i really cant bear this my kids are suffering i owe fees
i really need prayers i really dont know why GOD is punishing me its been long time now im drained
i need prayers my life is such messed up as results i no longer confide to my Pastor i feel im annoying or always have problems , its been whole 3 years my llife like this
i used to have everything cars, houses, money , but truth is i did not know GOD then
Year 2012 i became saved , yes i keep falling of wagon because i feel like my prayers are not being considered , i pray , i fast , i evangelise but things instead are going from
bad to worse
this year its worse , on top im hiv + my family dont know that , i stoped taking treatment because it makes me sick , im broke i cant find jobs , im qualified teacher its been 15years now
now im self employed i do get piece by piece jobs but everything goes to rent ,
and now im being kicked out of the place im renting reason i dont know , i found another place unfortunately i was scammed of my last money it seems the person i rented too is scammer doest even have the place im renting too and now he disapeared with my money
im stressed there is no food next week we must move but i dont know where as i dont have any money now
my bussiness card are everywhere inorder to get jobs but people keep promising but disapear
im even thinking of committing suicide , i really cant bear this my kids are suffering i owe fees
i really need prayers i really dont know why GOD is punishing me its been long time now im drained
