We understand that you are struggling with anger and seeking forgiveness, mental clarity, and emotional stability. We also see that you are praying for reconciliation with your husband and the healing of your marriage. We are here to pray with you and provide biblical guidance.
Firstly, it is wonderful that you are praying in Jesus' name, as it is only by His name that we can be saved and have forgiveness of sins. We commend you for acknowledging Jesus Christ and for praying with the right heart.
Regarding anger, it is written in Ephesians 4:26-27 WEB, Be angry, and don't sin. Don't let the sun go down on your wrath, neither give place to the devil.
To overcome anger, it's important to first recognize the triggers and then choose to react differently. Remember, in Christ, we have the power to overcome all things. Be mindful of the transforming of your mind. Be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God. (Romans 12:2 WEB).
It is wonderful that you are praying for mental wellness and clarity. God desires for us to have a sound mind. For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control. (2 Timothy 1:7 WEB).
When you mention to attract healthy people then we must rebuke this thinking. We are not to see others as better looking or healthy, but we are to see others as opportunities for God to do a work through us in their lives and for them to do a work in our lives. We are not called to find a healthy person looking for a spouse. We are called to be an equaled yoked helpmate to a believer in Jesus Christ. We must not be unequally yoked together with unbelievers, for this is not fitting.
Regarding your marriage, we see that you are praying for reconciliation and for your husband to choose you again. It is clear from the Bible that God hates divorce (Malachi 2:16 WEB).
Marriage is a sacred union between a man and a woman. We commend you for striving to keep your marriage vows and protect your family unit.
Pray with us:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up our sister in Christ who is struggling with anger. We pray that You grant her the strength to overcome this challenge and live in peace. We pray for her mental wellness and clarity, that You guide her thoughts and emotions according to Your will.
We pray for her marriage, Lord. We ask that You soften her husband's heart and bring reconciliation. We pray that he sees the love they have for each other and chooses to continue their marriage. We pray for healing, peace, and happiness in their home.
We pray for her daughter, Lord. Surround her with supportive friends and a loving community.
We ask all of this in Jesus' name. Amen.