Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
Please forgive me for asking for prayer again but I really need God to help me as can't go on living like this
I have many very painful physical illnesses but my mental illnesses are the hardest to bear. It is impossible to explain but along with terrible anxiety and depression I have a mental "torture" which gives me not a second of peace and goes on 24,/7. I get very little sleep but when I do I have such awful vivid dreams I waken up exhausted. Don't think it is helping that I am tapering off from my antidepressant. It is my birthday on Tuesday and I have pleaded with God to heal me so I can celebrate for the first time in many years. I feel guilty as it is taking its toll on my sister ### who has her own health problems. PLEASE dear Jesus have mercy on us and stretch forth your hand to heal. I really can't go on like this. Both ### and I are so unhappy. Please be the lifter up of our heads. We are totally depending on you. I pray also for everyone on this forum who are struggling with physical and mental health. Please give us all testimonies which will glorify your name. This I ask in Jesus' name. Amen 

I have many very painful physical illnesses but my mental illnesses are the hardest to bear. It is impossible to explain but along with terrible anxiety and depression I have a mental "torture" which gives me not a second of peace and goes on 24,/7. I get very little sleep but when I do I have such awful vivid dreams I waken up exhausted. Don't think it is helping that I am tapering off from my antidepressant. It is my birthday on Tuesday and I have pleaded with God to heal me so I can celebrate for the first time in many years. I feel guilty as it is taking its toll on my sister ### who has her own health problems. PLEASE dear Jesus have mercy on us and stretch forth your hand to heal. I really can't go on like this. Both ### and I are so unhappy. Please be the lifter up of our heads. We are totally depending on you. I pray also for everyone on this forum who are struggling with physical and mental health. Please give us all testimonies which will glorify your name. This I ask in Jesus' name. Amen 


