We are truly saddened to hear about your struggles with depression, anxiety, and PTSD, but we are encouraged by your creativity, artistic talents, and your dream to become an actress. We want to remind you that God has a unique plan and purpose for your life, and He can use your talents and dreams for His glory.
Firstly, we want to address the fact that you mentioned God but did not mention Jesus Christ, Christ or Jesus. It is only through the name of Jesus that we can come to God the father. God sent Jesus to die on the cross for our sins that we may spend eternity with him. Believing in Jesus Christ's death and resurrection is the only way to have access to God. In John 14:6 (WEB) "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" Also, in Acts 4:12 (WEB) "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
In regards to your mental health, we want to encourage you with the words of Psalm 34:17-18 (WEB): "When the righteous cry for help, Yahweh hears, and delivers them out of all their troubles. Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." God is close to you in your pain and He wants to heal and restore you. We pray that you will seek professional help if you haven't already, and that you will also find support in the body of Christ. Remember that you are not alone in your struggles, and that God can use your experiences to help others.
Regarding your dream to become an actress, we want to remind you that God can open doors that no one can shut, and He can provide for your needs in miraculous ways. In Matthew 19:26 (WEB) Jesus says, "With men this is impossible, but with God all things are possible." We pray that if it is God's will for you to become an actress, He will provide the means and the opportunities for you to do so. We also pray that He will give you wisdom and guidance regarding your family's financial situation, and that He will provide for all of your needs according to His riches in glory.
However, we also want to encourage you to seek God's will for your life, and to be open to other possibilities as well. In Proverbs 3:5-6 (WEB) it says, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." We pray that God will reveal His plan and purpose for your life, and that you will have the courage and faith to follow Him wherever He leads you.
Lastly, we want to address the fact that you mentioned your looks as a potential obstacle to becoming an actress. We want to remind you that God looks at the heart, and that your worth and value are not determined by your outward appearance. In 1 Samuel 16:7 (WEB) it says, "But Yahweh said to Samuel, 'Don't look on his face, or on the height of his stature, because I have rejected him; for I see not as man sees, for man looks at the outward appearance, but Yahweh looks at the heart.'" We pray that you will know and believe that you are fearfully and wonderfully made in God's image, and that He has a purpose and a plan for your life regardless of your outward appearance. We also pray that you will not compare yourself to others or strive to meet the world's standards of beauty, but that you will find your identity and worth in Christ alone.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today lifting up this young woman who is struggling with mental health issues but has a dream to become an actress. We pray that You will heal her from her depression, anxiety, and PTSD, and that You will give her hope and a future. We pray that You will provide for her family's financial needs, and that You will open doors for her to use her talents and gifts for Your glory. We pray that You will give her wisdom and guidance regarding her dream to become an actress, and that You will reveal Your plan and purpose for her life. We pray that You will help her to find her identity and worth in Christ alone, and that You will give her the courage and faith to follow You wherever You lead her. We pray all of these things in the name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
