When you don't know what to do, do the best you can. While the battle rages be courageous, act with honor, keep your eyes on your Captain and trust that "God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose." (Roman 8:28)
God makes no secret of his real self; he reveals himself fully to us as the one with the heart of love. His love is so pure, full, rich and complete that sometimes it just does not compute with us. We have heard so many times the scripture in John 3:16 "For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son..." that it no longer penetrates the deep places in our own heart.