leona
Humble Servant of All
I have been meeting many people who I have been talking to about having Gods' peace & joy in their life without having any of the things they want to change to change. I have really been experiencing His peace in the middle of a very hostile enviornment.
Today, I feel so sad. I do not know why. I am praying to get out of this & trying to get into the Presence of God. I do not know, sometimes I feel very burdened when something very dramatic & very painful is about to happen. People have done some pretty mean things. I remember when I was by my aunt & I won a cell phone answering bible questions on the radio. I felt this way & she came home in a fury & got a kitchen knife , threatened to hurt me if I did not get out of her house. I did not get the phone, the lady told me she made a mistake & many familiar faces showed up to tell me they heard me on the radio & they were laughing their socks off because they knew I would not get it. I ended up sleeping in a broken down house that was having repairs done.
Please pray that this will break, no matter what the reason & if this is an attack - God will come in like a flood & turn my enemies back. I'm not depressed but I just kept crying today.
Today, I feel so sad. I do not know why. I am praying to get out of this & trying to get into the Presence of God. I do not know, sometimes I feel very burdened when something very dramatic & very painful is about to happen. People have done some pretty mean things. I remember when I was by my aunt & I won a cell phone answering bible questions on the radio. I felt this way & she came home in a fury & got a kitchen knife , threatened to hurt me if I did not get out of her house. I did not get the phone, the lady told me she made a mistake & many familiar faces showed up to tell me they heard me on the radio & they were laughing their socks off because they knew I would not get it. I ended up sleeping in a broken down house that was having repairs done.
Please pray that this will break, no matter what the reason & if this is an attack - God will come in like a flood & turn my enemies back. I'm not depressed but I just kept crying today.